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2009-12-29T20:43:00.005+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMASS TO ALLLLLLL MY LOVES AND MY FAMILY~~~~

Well its christmass and guess how i spent my christmass this year.Well today i woke up fucking damn early because i promise my brother that i will acc himto his church service and kept bomb my phone keep calling msging me asking me to wakeup but time and time again i lie back and sleep bec i am really damn damn fucking tired but i promise him so finally i drag myself of the bed and went to the bathroom and got myself bath and get ready.Well around 11 i left bf place and headed down stairs and flag a cab and went over to tampines and fetch him. He call me courtless of time and yet when i call him and asking himto head dwn to the bus stop and wait for me but he make me WAIT~~damn it... And wasted thedamn cab fare. And waited for him like 5 min. And of we go Expo and he brg so much stuffs for me bec i did not went back home like a few days already since last sunday till today. HAHAHA.My elder brother brg me christmas present and my sister too. And korkor stil brg for bf haha well once we reach was telling ah cai i wanna smoke so he waited for me to smoke and once i am done we headed over to his church and damn it.The weather its damn damn fucking hot and the sun is damn damn big.Shining on me and my head and went we reach the place the q was fucking long.And the place located at HALL 8 and the q q up to HALL 10 so jia let lor.So we walk all the way back and q and slowly wait. Around 1245 we got in and find the place to sit and place our stuffs and ah cai acc me to the toilet

and the q was long too.After that back to the church and cai was intro me to all his church friend and kind of PS lor.

hmmmm well even not around our area he also ask them to come say hi.

To me really damn dotdotdot.

Well the service start and was singing christmas songs.

And still got drama show to watch and some talking stuffs and soon the service end.And some more when everything is going on i was kind sick fever and headache and backache wanted to go eat lunch with ah cai and his friends but then i couldnt make it. So well i cab back to baby place and reach baby place change in to a comfortable clothes and watching tv show. Soon i fall aslp and the tv was still on when i woke up. Around 7 plus i wake up and feeling still the same so when to ask baby mummy whether have panadol so she help me take and wanted to cook something for me to eat. But then i dun feel like eating so i never eat when back rest awhile more. And pack my stuffs and cab back home. Reach home using cai com and started playing FB games slack and waiting for baby to knock off and come and have dinner tgh with me. Around 11 plus he reach so i went to heat up our late dinner and started to eat. After eating baby using the com and i was watching tv and using the com as well. Soon we headed back to my room and we went to sleep.

THAT IS HOW I SPENT MY CHRISTMAS DAYS~~

2009-12-26T15:45:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 5 MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO YOU MY DEAREST BABY.

I LOVE YOU~~~

HOPING THAT WE WILL HAVE LESS QAURREL AND ARGUMENT.

MY LOVE FOR YOU GETTING MORE EACH DAY..

TREASURE AND CHERISH EACH EVERY MOMENT THAT WE HAVE AND SPENT TGH.

Well today i woke up quite early as bec i slept till half way through i feel so hot.So i took my tempreture and i realise i got fever once again. And is like 38.1 dergee damn damn it. so quickly went to have panadol. After that couldnt get to bed and was msging with belle. She was asking me was am i doing today so i was telling her i am down with fever. So i woke up and start using com and was helping mum to hung the clothes as she forgotten to hung the clothes today morning and now i am doing nothing at home watching tv but sad to say got not much show to watch and i am gonna be so bored as my twin brothers has gone out and later on my elder brother going out soon and i am alone at home. damn sians. hais. and so damn unlucky i hvaing my menes now.Now wanna go out also cannot lor hais damn sians and i am hungry cant go out and buy food bec its raining and i am lazy as well hais. well got nth much to blog. shall blog soon again.

2009-12-24T16:23:00.027+08:00

Well christmas eve was spent with belle loves and baby as well.

Headed top work today and wake up pretty late already but still manage to get
to work not very late haha well baby today didnt ride bike to work reason being he gonna go out staright after work to meet xiao chris and co. So wake up and bath and prepare by the time i am out of the bathroom he got up himself and packing his bag put clothes in the bag.Halfway done asking me to do it and he went too bath, After that both of us left home and headed dwn i took bus and baby cab to work. He still on call somemore.Damn it still raining some more lor. so baby headed to wait for his on call cab and i walk over to the bus stop and waited for bus. Around 930 reach office and belle havent yet reach doing some of the work and headed to the toilet with belle. Around 10 plus started to call delivery for kfc and pizza hut. And this kfc damn make me fucked up the online delivery couldnt make it. And when i call to delivery they wanted me to collect it myself at bedok somemore so i confirm with susan and then make a delivery. So after i am done with those delivery and around 11 plus ask CH lim to send me over to get kfc. Before hand we headed to hougang 805 to do his temple things. And then headed to bedok to collect our KFC and was like freaking dunnoe where is that place so check the street diretroy and finally manage to found that place. And headed to get the kfc and after taking we headed to interchange that side and get pizza hut sweet and spicy drumlets and i forgot to make an order through the internet delivery. And while waiting for the drumlets i went to get candles for GN birthday cake bec susan forgot to ask it from the cake shop. So waited for like 10 min finally the drumlets its done. And we headed back office.

One the way back pizza hut delivery call and was saying that they might be late so luckly thereis KFC so once reach office dingding dongdong here and there and started eating our KFC.While waiting for pizza hut to arrive.Soon after we had our KFC and the pizza hut arrive too. Paid and get the pizza hut and started eating. After had our full full lunch awhile more we got the cake out and cut cake and photo session too. HAHA lols. so after everything ended GN was saying we could go so here we go pack our stuffs and off we go.Me and belle went over to bugis and shop we took bus all the way till bugis. Once we reach bugis headed to the toilet and went up and saw Keegan was working at LEE HUA outlet at bugis junction haha so we say hi to him. After that off we headed to village shop and shop and shop.And we still saw roger too. He came and say hi and talk to us for a while and headed off to look for keegan. And around 6 plus 7 we train back home. Once i reach bedok mrt station went to get a log cake for baby. Wanted to bring dwn to his work palce and asking him to get to joyce pub and after counting down they could eat the cake but then baby say just put it at home so i say ok.When to get myself prepare and was waiting for belle to call. Around 9 plus left the house and off to boilers and meet her. Once we reach saw shana and was talking to her for awhile before we heading in. Once we got in around 10 plus started playing games and was watching live band too.And soon the clock strike 12 and here we goes. Ballon every where and they was like bursting around make me so afraid lor. Well around 1 plus i left the place and belle left tgh with me she went home and i went to look for baby. And we stay for awhile and cab back home. Reach home give baby that surprise and we was so happy glad that he like the log cake and its his fav. DURAIN CHESSE LOG CAKE. After that we headed to bed.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU...

2009-12-20T20:49:00.003+08:00

19 december 2009

its sat and i woke up damn fucking early cans.Around 12 plus 1 i am awake.

Was still lying on the bed nua for awhile and wake up on tv on com and went to brush my teeth was msing with baby for awhile and started to eat conflakes and those tibits.

And time pass so quickly without knowing haha well around 430 went dwn stairs to the market and get my lunch pack.Wanted to eat mee sua but the store ppl say that

they open at 5 so i was like abit early lahs diao.Den wanted to eat zi char also not so early open

so in the end i ate nasi lemark lor. damn boring. well i still pack ice lemon tea back home haha.

Got home using com watching tv and eatikng my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner.

And was using com all the way till around 9 plus baby call and say he wanna go out.

Bec chris call him and jio him out so headed to prepare and around 10 plus i left the house cab dwn to ECP and waited for baby to knock off.

Around 10 plus den he finish work. Waited for him to get change and off we headed

to Joyce pub at bugis that side. That time baby celebrated his birthday over there.

Well once we reach went in and put our stuff and headed off to 7/11 and get my cig and wanted to get yakult but in the end baby ask me not to buy bec drinking later so just got my self soya bean and we walk back to the pub.And they was discussing about this coming thursday going where and stuffs. Oh ya i think i say ben use to be Lun friends but i dun think he can rmb who i am and i did not say hi to him as well. And play 5-10 with baby.Kind of boring but they did entertain me lahs and was sitting there listening to songs and soon we stay there around 130 plus and baby and me headed back home first bec tml he still need to work and wake up damn fucking early so we left.Reach home around 2 wash up everything and watch a lil bit of tv and headed to bed.

20 december 2009

Today again wake up early again its around 12 plus 1 and was turning here and there trying to keep my self sleep for awhile but fail. So woke upo wash up and was using com and watching tv as well. Kind of bored. hais. well was eating conflakes again and packing some of my stuff.

Around 3 plus i headed back home. And i am damn guai lahs i did not cab back home i took bus all the way home. CAN SAVE MONEY lehs haha. Around 3 plus reach home rest awhile and was using com for awhile too and started packing my clothes and my room again kind of messy so i dun like started packing all the way till mum is back. I think when she is its around 5 plus 6 liao. She went to prepare dinner and i was helping here and there for her and around 630 had dinner and once i done with my dinner siting infront of the com and using the com and was uploading some pic too. And was waiting for baby to knock off as well. Had some arugment with my sister and i am damn angry abt it and i shall not say it all bec there is no point of saying. HAIS.

And for sure this whole week i wont go back home unless she is not around. Normally baby not working i will go back home meet brother and her for dinner now that we quarrel i shall not go back straight after work go back to baby place.~~~DAMN MAD!!!arghhhhhh by right wanted to go straight to baby place but was msing baby and he was saying that he knock off so went to bath and prepare and around 1030 baby came went dwn stairs and headed over to baby place. Soon reach his place on the com for awhile and using FB and soon headed off to bed!!!!TML ITS MONDAY AND ITS MONDAY BLUESSSS AGAINS!!!!ARGHHHHHH...

2009-12-19T18:57:00.008+08:00

17 DECEMBER 2009 THURSDAY

Well today is not a good day for me hais i am damn damn damn sad.

Well today wake up damn late and it was raining damn heavily early in the morning. And baby did not manage to send me to work. That why i am late for work.DAMN IT. Well woke up around 820am and rush to prepare and off to work.

Wanted to take bus but then i know that whenever its raining day its damn hard to get a cab. But still i tried my best to get one cab but still there is not even a single sight of it. Damn it lor. So i got to take bus and that is the only choice. Reach office around 940 and started to get my com on and started to do my stuffs. Well busy here and der till lunch time and went dwn to canteen and get my luch pack and sad to say that today lunch damn sucks.Well back to work and rush alot of things today its a busy day again. Well today baby its having his last paper and its like finally. And he gonna have two weeks off holiday but then he got to work so to him and me no different lahs damn sad. Hais around 6 plus started to use com and waiting for baby to come and fetch me he say he wanted to bring me go out and to town but den i was damn lazy and tired so dun feel like going where so end up we just went to tampines mall and baby had his dinner at HANS. After eating we walk around and got some tibits back home went to get our bike and went to pump petrol reach home nua awhile went to

bath and started using com. And off to bed around 11 plus. damn damn tired.

18DECEMBER 2009

Well today its friday and its a HAPPY day for me bec i LOVE AND HUGS FRIDY.

And ya who doesnt love fridays right.. Oh ya today morning again raining but luckily it stop.Wake up around 820 and get myself prepare and get ready and off to work. Baby send me to work again. And around 930 got learn driving by then that guy change again so he send me to work and headed back home. Hahah oh ya forgot to mention tml i am taking half day leave bec of baby. He not working and not going to school so took leave and acc him. Reach office on my com and started doing Delivery order and got so so so many things to type luckly i got it done before i left office. well baby came to pick me and off we went to suntech for the IT fair. And went to look for his friends as well. Bec his classmate working there as well. So we pack the bike at some where near bugis. And we walk all the way to suntech haha went over to watsons and get some chocolate and munching away while on the way up to the convension hall.

And soon found his friend chat awhile and headed to smoke outside the unloading bay.

And once done walk back in and we went to walk around.

Around 3 plus we left and headed back to suntech and have some walk and settle our super late lunch at new york new york. Baby say he did not eat before so we went to tried it.

After having the super filling lunch we walk back to bugis and do some lil shopping.

And walk over to junction and walk around more first and headed back home.

Reach home baby was so tired so we did not meet val laogong bec she wanted to meet us.

But baby was way too tired so never meet in the end.

Well bath and was munching tibits and playing com as well. Watching tv too around 11 plus headed to bed.

A TIRED DAY.

ITS WEEKEND SO LETS ENJOY!!!

2009-12-17T13:48:00.002+08:00

I HATE RAINING DAYS.

BECAUSE WHEN EVER ITS RAINING DAYS BABY AND ME WILL HAVE QUARRELS....

HAIS. MY HEART REAIL ACHE AND IN PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-16T17:46:00.005+08:00

Well today its back to tuesday and i am so so tired hais. well wake up earli and headed to work again this time baby send me to work bec he is having afternoon paper so he got time to send me to work luckliy i am not late haha.Well and baby send me to work off he go to school to meet his class mate well i am damn damn happy bec mon to wed chalene is not in haha lols. But still alot of things for me to do lahs haha well damn busy all the way till lunch time headed to 1010 and get food tgh with belle and i had ji sze mee and belle had wanton mee after we pack our food we walk ack to office and the weather its killing the both of us so so damn hot can. well reach office the rest went out to eat too so i seat on daivd desk to use com and play fb games and eat my lunch too. really need to start to have my diet!!! seriously!! getting fatter and fatter each day so i need to have the determination back again!!!! i must be SKINNY !!! like what i use to be haha and i believe as long as i try and really can i will do it!!! haha well after lunch back to work and chiong all the way to knock off time and baby was saying he cant come and fetch me so i went back home myself took bus 27 till tampines mall and was raining mans!!! damn sians. well meet korkor and jiejie at hans they had their dinner and i just had a few mouth of soup and bread haha bec i dun feel like eating hans stuff that why. but also need must get my stomach smaller hehe. well after that headed to the mall get crabmeat chicken mee sua haha some stuff and we took bus home reach home was using the com and waiting for baby as well. Well around 9 plus baby came and nua awhile we headed back home reach his place bath and using the com for awhile and headed to bed soon too tired today already and baby was still studying GOOD LUCK TO YOU MY BABY...

2009-12-14T13:08:00.003+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~

haha its back to the OLD MONDAY BLUESSSSSSSSSSSS for me again lahs.

But no choice to got to get up and work.

Well today morning wake up abit late den ususal bec baby say he will fetch me to work so i woke up late nor.

haha Well around 830 wake up and get myself prepare and bath and waited for baby to get ready and we left the house together.

So reach office around 915 and get started with some daily work first and around 12 plus went over to pack food and lunch in tgh with belle.

Now currently i am having lunch in the office and in the mean time i am blogging and playing cafe world haha MULTI TASKING.

Well today got so so much things for me to do again and i got really not enough time mans haha but its ok lahs time files too.

Well today baby also busying think now he is busy revise his school work bec later on he will be having common test.

Was wondering should i go back study again hais.

But i really cant concentrate on my school work as i hate having EXAM!!!

Hais but had promise mum way back ago that i will tried and get a cert back but till now i am still not yet deciding what i really want.

Life is just oh so boring for me,Even if i am going back to school i got more time bec got hoildays but no money damn sians.

Hais go in to new school still need to know new ppl kind of boing stil need to have ortention camp. I HATE IT MANS!!!

Well walk one step by one step bahs.

Still got jan and april intake see whether i can make it or not bahs.

Well tgh much to say will blog soon.

2009-12-13T22:54:00.008+08:00

13/12/2009 sunday

Well its sunday and its like so so hell fast cans~~~~~

Well tml got to go back to work and that it weekend its like one blink and that its gone...

Damn sad!!! Well baby got to go back to work from next week onwards and there will be

no more off day for him unless he took off and took off = no money damn sad right.

Well nvm lahs. TOday wake up much more early around 11 plus woke up and straight away

went to bath and myself prepare and around 12 plus me and baby went out tgh.

We went town first. Today like no jam so we got town damn damn fast liek within 10 mins

damn fast right haha lols. Well park the bike at cine that open space carpark and we walk all

the way to far east and had chicken rice and fried wanton haha lols. Hmm after the filling

lunch that we had and we walk around and really nothing i feel like buying from here.

But at least i got the hp landyard that i wanted long ago. And ear stub.And we walk over to wisma and bec baby wanted to eat famos amos cookie so we went to get it. And walk over to Somerset the new shopping mall but who knows when we get out of taka its raining outside.

And i was like damn sad lor. But baby say that we go over to Somerset the new shopping mall

called 313 den walk around if really still raining den no choice we cant go over to bugis so we headed to 313 first den shop around inside and its like damn super big with alot of stuffs too.An too many ppl too.Well when we wanted to walk out we saw the rain will much heavier then just now so we went back in and dwn to basement and walk one big round and up again finally the rain had stop. So we quickly walk over to the carpark and off we headed to bugis village within 5 min we reach haha. Walk around baby and i get ourself pretty much stuffs lor. Shop around for CNY clothing liao HAHA how fast can it be gonna say BYEBYE TO 2009 AND WELCOME 2010.

After bugis village we went to junction and walk around and around plus we went back home.

And reach home rest awhile pack some stuffs and plays cafe world. Around 6 plus headed back home. Reach home started to help mummy with the food and stuffs and had dinner at 630.

And we have crabs for dinner haha and damn damn nice. HAHA and we help mum to finish everything haha lols.Well after i am done i went to help mum to do the washing up and after i am doner with the washing headed to the room and pack this and that and change my bedsheet.

Baby was in the room acc and was using the com. He was saying that after i am done we go over to tampines to walk but then when i am done its already 10 plus haha so headed back to his place and bath and sleep is a super tiring day for the boths of us.

12/11/2009 SAT

Well today is sat and its weekend was waiting for this weekend damn damn long haha. Bec baby dun have to work so that he can acc me more. But another thing he took off is bec he need to study for his common test next week. Well wake up by his mum and brother conversion too loud and make me feel so irritated. And baby also feel that way too that why he wake up and scold them haha. Not really scold lahs just telling them to talk softly lor. haha So was outside living room for awhile and den back to the room after his parents and brother went out of the house to visit his grandma. So baby and i went back to lie on the bed for awhile till around 11 plus wake up. Started playing cafe world den when dwn to have butch tgh with baby we both had the same we had nasi lemark tgh bec his hawker got nth better to it after the busy sat morning is over around 10plus they have started to pack up and dun really have food to eat any more. we decided to have nasi leamark lor. Well finish our meal baby went to buy 4d and i was waiting for him at MCP after that walk back home tgh. Started playing my game again nor.

And baby started to study his subject and i never disturb him around 2 plus he ask me to go and prepare and headed over to andy house so went to bath and prepare around 3 plus left the house and headed over to andy house only ah hong and two of his friends is at home the rest haven reach yet so started to use andy com to play game again nor. And also edit some of my blog.And when i wanted to view laogong blog seems liek got alot og funny funny code lor. Was waiting for her to wake up so that i could tell her. Finally around 5 plus she woke up started to chat with her lor. Baby keep asking me will i feel bored actually i am abit bored lahs but no choice baby have to stuyd the main reason he is off is bec of the common test if not he might not even get off days for weekend.At least he did came in to the room and see me and talk to me. HAHA. so sweet of him Well was using the com all the way till 7 plus wanted to go out but i was telling baby by the time we go its already damn late and bugis village close at 10plus so we did not went out in the end discuss with the rest and we headed over to parkway and had dinner nor. Baby and i reach first so we park teh bike at the carpark and walk over to the market but we couldnt find and space to sit so in the end we waited for the rest to come still try to look for table for the 8 of us in the end we give up headed to parkway food court and was trying to get those long table finally we found one settle dwn and started to buy food.

After having dinner baby and i went to pet lovers shop to get fugi food manage to us the ppl working there whether do they have chicken kind of flavor bec we go so many places only got sell lamb. Fugi dun take lamb that why we got chicken for him. I think most of the door take chicken den lamb. Well after paying when up to look for the rest. Bec they went to get bubble tea meet up with them smoke and drink and soon headed back to andy place. Again baby and i reach first. Waited dwn stiars for the rest and around 5mins they reach. Went up and they started playing mj and again i sit outside tgh with them but baby and the rest play mj i use the com till low batt went in to andy room and charge around 1 plus headed back home. Reach home bath and watch a lil while tv and headed to sleep damn damn tired. Too early wake up.Normally weekend for me 5 to 6 i might still be sleeping or lying on my bed nua all the way till baby finish work. HAHA.

2009-12-11T13:57:00.000+08:00

Well today is friday and was like a busy day for me. Really damn damn hell busy lahs.Started to learn how to type Delivery order. Hais regret telling chalene that i wanna learn how to key delivery order damn damn regret hais. Well nvm lahs maybe i can learn more things and when i am out of actxus might be use of haha lols. well today really a damn busy day for me morning wake up baby send me over to work and he headed to sch and when i reach office started to eat oreo biscuit and with my daily coffee haha. And after that on my com and started to do my work and stuffs all the way till lunch time. In the morning my eyes feeling damn damn unforcomfortable . And its like abit red red on my left eyes wanted to tell baby come and fetch me go back home and take contact lens soulation but then its too far for baby to come over to ubi and fecth me back home bec baby sch its at yio chu kang that why. So asking belle tp ask her bf to buy eye mo for me.

Well around 12 plus go dwn tgh with belle and get our lunch pack and when back over to office and started eating.And was playing facebook games too. Well after my lunch when back over to my place and started doing my stuff again all the way till knock off time. Belle its going over to bedok so am i. So we both left tgh and we cab over to bedok i drop dwn first and went up over to baby place. Change and started playing fb games and was chatting with val laogong too. And mean time waiting for baby to finish his night class and might be going over to marina barrage later on after baby had done with his school. But now kind of tired. So might not be going out bahs. Really wait till wanna sleep le. Was chatting with val laogong asking her to help me do my blog. Super long never edit my blog so kind of forgot how to edit the border of the post and my profile. Well around 9 plus baby came back asking me to go and bath and get prepare going over to Andy(his classmate) house and slack. Around 10 plus headed over to Andy house around 10 min reach and baby start to do his things and i do my things use Ah hong com and playing Fb game and was doing my blog and talking to val at the same time too. Around 1 plus went back home and change and headed to bed super tired after a long long day.
Shall update again.

2009-12-10T17:13:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MUMMY.

I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER.

YOU ARE THE BEST MOTHER THAT I HAD.

I HAVE BEEN DOING SO MUCH WRONG THINGS YET YOU CAN FORGIVE ME OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

MUMMY I AM NOT A XIAO SHUN DE DAUGHTER CANT GIVE YOU MUCH MONEY EVEN WHEN I AM WORKING.

BUT AS TIME PASSERS BY WHEN I GROW ORDER. I SURE WILL GIVE YOU MONEY SO THAT YOU CAN NO NEED TO WORK ANY MORE.

PLEASE STAY AS HEALTHY AS POSSIBLE.

PLEASE DUN EVER FALL SICK BEC ALL YOUR CHILDREN WILL GET WORRY.

PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF.

MAY GOD BLESS YOU.

Today is mummy birthday and we shall go back and cut cake tgh with her.

Well today its a busy for me once again and i am hell hell super busy can. Well reach office on my com and started to do my stuffs and was like hell busy early in the morning till lunch time belle went to had lunch tgh with his bf and i had to eat alon so when the rest all left the office i am alone so when dwn to the canteen and pack my lunch back to office and eat. When i went back office and saw chris was there too. But din bother abt him eat my own lunch and was using com and playing FB games again haha lols. After had my lunch went back to my desk carry on doing my things till knock off today busy till only smoke one stick cig haha damn jialet right super busy like hell?? Last mth also nv so busy at all mans!!! Thins mth like damn fcuking busy lahs. Well around 6 plus i left office and headed back home myself baby not fecthing me today bec his friend also had the same birthday as mummy so they are going to had dinner tgh with him at dunnoe where and i wont be joining them bec its all guys and i am the only girls so i dun wanna join them haha lols. So i took bus over to eunos and took train back to tampines and waited for my brother and sister to come. Around 730 plus korkor reach and we headed over to adidas and brother got himself three tops from there and we headed for dinner at hans. And my cousin and his husband also came along too. Well waited for baby at hans after dinner headed to cotton on help ah cai to buy his shorts and went back home cook red egg for mummy and using com around 10 plus 11 cut cake and headed to bed and went to sleep.

2009-12-09T13:23:00.000+08:00

Its not feeling well. Dunnoe what wrongs seems like everything started to change nut its like so fast?Have been quarrel and quarrel hais. i dun understand too. Dunnoe what is going on too. What is happening man!! Quarrel never stop at all since we 3rd mths onwards. Why is everything not smooth for me?? WHY WHY WHY.. Sometime life is just like this. I am getting sick of it. hais. I just hoping that we could have LESS QUARREL that all. hais. i am really put effort to maintian the good r/s tgh with you i know that you are trying it too. I cant see the change in you. But just that i dun understand why things changes like that!!!! HAIS... Just hope that things can get better as times passers by...

2009-12-07T13:33:00.005+08:00

05/12/2009

WELL its december and its like so so so damn hell fast rite.. haha well what i did for my weekend actually nth much too.Well wake up and was waiting for val laogong msg lor. That day was already asking her can she meet me at sat to do the shopping for those notice board stuff or not. While waiting for her msg i was sleeping hahaha finally wake up by her call around 4plus shewas saying that daiso at riverval plaza got much more stuffs den plaza sing so i say ok lor. go riverval plaza lor. So she was telling me that meet around 5 plus 6 so i was watching tv rest awhile more and headed to bath and she cal again telling me that she wanted to buy eye lash glue so do i need to buy bec is gonna use finish so was tellign her go far east and buy bec there got side. So was telling her meet at plaza sing den. So went to prepare and off i went out to cab dwn to PS. was thinking damn damn super long never meet her and go for shopping spreed already been months that we had really gone out for shopping and i think the last time we shop was aroudn her birthday wanted to past her her present so meet her at bugis and we went to shop around. Well i reach first and was waiting for her to reach around 5 mins or so she had reach and we headed in to Ps and went up to daiso only get a few stuffs and headed to this shop call couple lab to see rings and off we train dwn to far east plaza bec its raining so we took train haha.

Reach FEP and we went over to had dinner first bec i was super hungry and that was the only meal i had. Went up to those food court at lvl 5 and settle dinner we had noodles val laogong had wanton mee and i had duck and char siew mee. haha but the noodle dun taste nice so we did not finish it. Well after dinner went to shop around get our lashes glue and i got two dress wanted to get a jacket but seems like not worth so think get it. Belle msg me and was telling me to pei her to boillers so i went dwn me and val walk over to lucky plaza to take cab. I took before her. And worst was my phone no batt couldnt on it anymore. when i reach habour front center mac i waited for belle to came and i waited for around 45mins or so. When i wanted to cab back to BF place and i saw her opp site of the road get dwn the cab and waited for her. Had mac tgh with her and off we went to boilers to look for the guys. When in for awhile and my head start to ache like help!!! And i feeling vomiting so telling belle i am damn sick i wanna go first so she and gene came and acc me to take cab and off i go back to baby place.When i reach baby place he alreasdy sleeping soundly haha but i wake him up awhile later around 1 i also fall aslp already.

06/12/2009

well today is celebrating mummy birthday as her birthday fall on the next week thursday and its on a weekday so we couldnt celebrate as she need to open her shop till late so we decided to celebrate it on the sunday and its today had a simple dinner lor. Well woke up around 2 plus and was watching tv and playing com nor. Till baby brother and his da sa came back home and stay for awhiel they left so i was watching tv till around 4 plus and headed to prepare. When i am ready its already 5 plus so i told brother that i will meet them straight at tampine mall so i took bus 69 and when i reach my house busstop still early call back and was asking them whether theay had leave already but mummy ans the phone and was telling me they are about to leave so i was like ok. i get down from the bus and waited for them dwn stairs seat daddy car over to tampines mall. And went in to this PU TIAN located at tampines mall basement one. Daddy had order the set meal and we was waiting for jiejie and jiefu to come and those food will be serve whiel waiting for them took some photos daddy was damn cute he know how to act cute haha. Think he is having good mood this this two weeks last weeks also he treat us eat crystal jade this week also he treat us eat haha lols. Well jiejie and jie fu came slight abit late. But the food not yet serve and dean was at tampines mall so she came and look for me have a small chat with her and was telling her i need to go back to have my dinner. After dinner was damn damn full. Went to get some stuffs and headed back home. Reach home and started to use com and was waiting for baby to came too. Around 1030 plus baby came and say he wanted to stay over at my place so we did not go over to baby place play Fb game for awhile and headed to cook maggie mee for baby and was playing game and headed to bath soon. And around dunnoe what time headed to bed.

2009-12-01T13:42:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST SISTER..

MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE..

STAY HAPPY STAY PRETTY FOREVER..

ALL THE BEST TO YOU..

AND EARN ALOT ALOT OF MONEY OK...

I ALWAYS ALWAYS LOVE YOU..

I MIGHT ALWAYS BE RUDE YO YOU TALK BACK YOU,

BUT STILL YOU DOTE ME SO MUCH LOVE ME SO MUCH

I LOVE YOU TOO... MUACKIIIISSSSSS.....

2009-11-24T13:12:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BITHDAY TO MY DEAREST

CLARABELLE NG LING LING..

MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE..

WHATEVER YOU DO I WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU.

WHENEVER YOU NEED ME I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE TOO.

HOPING THAT OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL NEVER GONNA CHANGE WILL REMAIN THE SAME.

2009-11-15T13:11:00.003+08:00

Sat 14/11/2009

Well wake up by belle call and she was telling me that she left the house already and there will no cab for her. By the time we hung up the phone then i realise is already nearly to 7 and i am still at baby place on the bed haha and i was so shock and jump out of the bed and quickly rush to baby and get my self prepare baby open the door for me and i quickly rush out and board on to the cab. By right we suppose to meet at office 7am and yet i am still at home. Luckly they still willing to wait for me and morning got no jam haha lols.All thanks to my phone set the time but weekend forgot to open alarm that why i am late~~~DAMN IT!!STUPID PHONE!!! Din manage to make up cos its already damn super late liao so for that moment make it chui first lahs lols.Reach office saw everyone have already reach office and i am the last to reach haha sorry sorry. Well once i reach every one get in to the car and off we move off. Go in by first link which is woodlands customs. On the way there me and belle was eating Mac breakafast in ch car and soon we reach singapore customs chop our passport and off we go to JB customs and before that did try to call mummie get through her telling her i am going to Jb so and so and still msg baby. But he cant reply bec i am so careless left his phone at andy place. haha lols. sorry sorry luckly he did not angry if not he will scold me lols. Well reach jb customs chop everything and off we headed to genting but still got a long way so me and belle get some rest on the car. Stop to have breakfast bec some of them haven had breakfast stop at this place cal nilia bahs. Then me and belle went to the toilet make up and soon went over to drink so ice coffee and she had egg where by i had toast bread. After eating we set off again to pump pertol and forgot where is that place again me and belle brg some tibits so that if we are hungry in the car still got some food to munch so brg everything and all the way we go till Godong jaya and had lunch and very soon we will reach genting.

So had our super filling lunch and all the way we go up up up up to genting. Finally reach till genting and its really damn damn cold~!! haha lols. Park our car and all of us headed to the hotel we are staying at resort hotel.So all of us is waiting for susan to check in the hotel so belle was saying that she wanna go coffee bean and buy some drinks so i went tgh with her but end up everyone also wanted to drink and have some rest so we all sit outside coffee bean had was waiting for susan to done with the checking in things and soon eveything done susan came but was saying that the room not ready yet so again we got to wait. But after everyone finish their drink we headed to one of the temple at genting to bai bai first after baibai we all headed back to the lobby and was trying to ask are the rooms readys but still not ready so we just went up first rest and they was doing the cleaning as well.Spereate our rooms and here we go everything done change rest for a while and headed to CASINO~~ well by right i couldnt go in bec i have yet to reach 21 haha but was just trying my luck so me and belle when from main door couldnt go in as they check my IC den so we went by the another door luckly never check so she started playing then all the way i was just standing beside her looking at her play this games around 720 plus susan call and say go for dinner so i told belle they are there already so me and her left and headed to look for them and we are having our dinner at CAFE TERRENCE haha and its buffer. Soon got table for us and we all headed in and started to eat but the food was only so so only and around 9 plus me and belle headed to first world see see look look. and we got some stuffs too. Well finish walking we headed back to hotel first and put our things and rest awhile soon we headed to casino again around 11 plus play until 12 plus and left walk pass this place call safari disco so i was telling belle i wanna go in so we just q and was asking how much was the enterence fee but they was telling us its free haha so me and belle happliy go in and buy our drinks and was dancing and drinking awhile later we sweat like hell haha around 2 plus we headed back to the hotel. bath and sleep around 3 plus.

15/11/2009 SUNDAY

Today wake up damn damn fucking early can around 7 plus wake up by david and ch voice be our room is connect to each other so we di not lock the door they just walk over and call ask wake up was lying on the bed nua for awhile and wake up prepare and headed to had DIM SU for breakfast haha my FAV~~~ well suppose to meet up around 8 plus 9 but then we are way too early so just headed to had dim sum first and den call the rest to cover over to meet us at the dim sum place. Well order quite alot of foods and we waited for like around 30 min then the food are serve haha hungry hungry hungry i think its bec the weather here are damn cold that why make ppl easily to hungry. haha had our food already susan then came later and we already abt to leave already Belle wanted to go back to the casino so i acc her awhile when we reach there the casino not so crowed any more and i suddenly feel so tired so telling belle that i go back hotel room and sleep first when you wanna come up then call me. So i walk back alone and was lying on the bed till i fall aslp and belle came press the door bell and i wake up and open the door for her was lying on the bed for awhile more and started to go bath and started to prepare and was packing my stuffs cos gonna check out the room . Was waiting for the rest to come back Gn and joe and his friends went to KL and play golf by right will be meeting us for lunch but now gonna settle by our self haha so we pack our bags and chek out the room and walk over to the carpark and put our bags and went over to this place call MING REN and settle our lunch after lunch. After all not bad. Hmmmmm well after having our FILLING lunch we headed back to the casino again and meet up around 330 by dilly dally and we meet up around 430 walk over to the carpark and meet Gn at some places get our pertol pump and we headed to sinbang and had BBQ crab after dinner is already 7 plus and we all the way never stop stop once at dunnoe where went to the toilet and go straight to JB jam abit and finally reach singapore send belle home first den david den last is me. Reach home unpack my things and was waiting for baby to come fetch me. Around 12 plus baby then came. And we went back to his place and soon i went to bed damn damn tiring some more tml still have to work damn sians!!!

2009-11-12T00:37:00.002+08:00

WOOOOOOO its thursday and its just one more day and its friday and friday always my fav week on the week haha lols. I think everyone fav week also lahs anot me haha. Wake up around 745 plus then open the door baby and he headed to school and after sending him off i headed to prepare and headed to work hmmm damn shag damn tired lahs hais. Well reach office early lor. haha around 914 jiu reach office liao started to do my things abit here and there and soon its lunch time the rest headed for lunch i am in the office using the com alone and was damnn shiok no one in the office to disturb and i can happliy to just play the com and do the things i wan use FB and see blogs too haha hmmm well soon they came back and i headed back to my place and get my stuffs done and was like those things have not finish yet so so many things waiting for me to do sians~~ hais well but never mind i am talking my time to do it.

HMMMMM and again we are talking about the things like genting here and there this topic seems like never gonna end till we went up there and everything will be back to normal cnnt slack and talk cock any more i guess its bec we keep talking abt genting stuffs that why the time flies like no bobdy business haha well wend of the topic of genting then i was looking at those super long of me and belle photo haha and i realise we really change alot haha hmmm well damn funny came into actxus and i really change damn lots from the look the hair the dressing and the size and of cos from the make up from dunnoe how to draw eyeliner to put eye lashes and stuffs haha i really learn alot of things man!! hmmm well around 6 plus baby came and pick me up and we headed to gelyand and had dinner tgh with his classmate and we waited like quite long lor. nearly to 3o min baby and me reach there first and he was playing his psp and i was playing my psp too haha till they came and order food and the food serve damn fast and me and baby was stavung like hell liao. By right i wanted to go paris and had the sambal fried rice but baby say andy(his classmate)jio to eat dinner at geylang so just go lor. after dinner they say wanna go slack so baby and i headed home to change to comfortable clothes den headed to katong hk cafe slack awhile till 11 plus heded back home bath pack my things watch awhile tv and headed to bed damndamn tired ITS FRIDAY ~~~

2009-11-11T10:07:00.003+08:00

Well today its wed by right belle should came back from her leave but then during morning she say that she having bad stomach she is in pain her stomach pain like shit so that why she went back home awhile later around 10 plus. Well so again i am all alone for now. hmmm did not have lunch today as i will be meeting baby to bugis haha damn damn happy can~~~ so meeting him for dinner later on at night....haha gonna stat my real diet on before chinese year i need to get the weight that i wanted haha and the weight i wanted is 49 kg (i think is a mission impossible) haha but i will try my best to do it haha.Well today for me still damn busy with work and time flies real first man. hmmmm well around 4 plus time just flies bec we are talking about the genting trip. oh ya forgot to mention that we are having company trip to genting this coming sat but uits just two days one night haha but to them is like damn intersting casn~~~~

Seems like so long never went to genting so we will talking abt it where to eat this abd stuff den time just flies haha and soon its knock off time and baby already reach my office dwn stairs and was waiting for me so i hurry myself pack my stuffs and shut down my com and walk dwn to find baby but in the end we had a small quarrel but everythings was fine after that. Went to pump the petrol den off to bugis went to pack the bike at big bird that side the headed to village to had dinner and had qiji nasi lemark haha i long long craving for it so super long din eat so was telling baby i wanna have it to for dinner haha. so after dinner we started to shop around but nth really caight my eyes just get one top and dress and baby paid for me haha lols. so good huh just for today only normally he will not buy clothes for me hmm bec i have too much clothes already haha and some i just wear it once and never touch it again. Then after that headed to second level walk around nth to buy headed to juction walk around more den jiu headed home. Went back to baby place then he baby prepare his things and pack abit of my stuffs and headed back home.Reach home baby started to play his com so do i. but awhile later baby fall asleep bec he is way too tired so i did not disturb him around 1130 plus headed to bath watch tv blogging and headed to bed too.

2009-11-10T14:08:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEANNIE TAN & EUGENE LIN..

Well its tue and work was still fine not bad but was damn damn busy during morning.

and was busying rushing pr and others stuffs for the manager. well and time flies its 12 plus and its lunch time so they did have not went out to eat so i went dwn to buy bread and eat and when i came up there are still in the office talking about secondary things.FAINT~~~

Well but never mind the more they went out late to have lunch i will have more time to

use the com haha lols. but around 1 plus they went out and simon was in the office and asking me to help him to do his claim nor. and some more morning i am doing his claim bec last friday i did not do finish and just went off haha lols. so today morning come abit earli and quickly finish it. But who knows he stil got so much more for me to do. Hais no choice he is the manager he of cos can ask me to do right~~~well so i got to guai guai and do his claim.

Some more now its like lunch time for me lehs althought i did not eat doesnt mean i have to work right. So i simply dont care haha i just carry on my facebook and when Gn and co, came

back means i got to start doing his claim. Some more rory still give me so much claim to do i guess today time will pass damn damn fast for me haha lols and will be much better lols.

Well finish doing simon claim and i off to do rory claim and still got joseph and ch PURCHASE ORDER to do so so many things waiting for me to do lor. and some more today belle on leave super shiok rite hahah lols. next thursday will be my turn. YEAH~~~ And can go shopping tgh with baby but still need to wait for him to finish scool first. Well was doing paper work and chit chatting abt lots of things so that why times flies and its 624 i left office and baby had waited for me for quite long. so hurry down and look for him. and off we went to ECP bec his colleauges need him to open the office door bec only he had the keys to the office door. So once we reach he went to help his colleauges and i was standing outside waiting for him. And around 10min we left ECP and headed to tampines mall park the bike and off we went to tampines mall and walk around was chossing the perfume after taht baby thinks that the shower gel smells good and its Strawberry so baby asking me to buy so i say if you like it then i buy lor. Then put it at your house nor. haha he smile so happily well after payment we was like dunnoe where to eat so we went up and was seeing this near japanese but not really that nice so we headed to courts to see the camera that i wanted to buy. Then off to tampines one and had dinner at SAY CHEESE. well the baked rice that i have still not bad but baby say that the one that he have is chicken treasure. so after we had our dinner walk around the mall baby wanted to get some shirts but caught nothing so we left and when back to baby place and pack our things and waited for baby to bath and off we go back to my place. Baby still brg his laptop. bec he complain that my laptop damn lag so he cant play his FB games. so super LAME~~well i also think that my laptop is getting more and more lag time to Update the software inside. well after using FB and view some blogshop and headed to bed.

2009-11-09T23:13:00.002+08:00

Well its monday and of cos is monday blue for me. today morning by right baby shld send me to work but then he stupid lazy pig coulkdnt wake up on time so i got to go work myself. damn sad. reach office its around 928 and i got to leave around 628 if not will deduct my paid damn damn fucker rite. but never mind lahs soon i am changing my job soon so well i dun fucking care abt it too. well now having lunch and i only had bread for it bec i tell my self i need to LOSE SOME FATS~~~ damn damn getting fatter and fatter. after tgh with baby i seems like getting fatter and fatter each day. well seems like nth better to type. really feel like dun wanna use blog but soemtime at home nth better to do so come and write some stuffs here haha lols. well time really flies like no body business now its november soon its gonna be december and its christmas sad to say that to me is like the same bec baby have to work and i dun even have plans for it too. well think gonna stuck at home and wait for baby to knock off. every chirstmas to me is the same bahs every year only stay at home but i think last year did went out but forgot where i have went too liao. hmmmm well its gonna be 2010 and i really hope to have a good year next year. this year to me still the same but its much better den 2008 well but i really hoping for the best.

i have forgotten everything that happend to me and you. now i only have IVAN SIM JIAN ZHONG in my heart and i really cnnt afford to lose him. he is really totally much mor different den all my ex bf. he really dote me as i can feel it. evey night without fail he will kiss me good night he will give me bear hug. even though he is tired he will sleep first but next day morning he will definatly say sorry to me as well. expect for his attitude and his temper i think everything will be fine for us. so far so good lahs nth matters. i dun think any one will seperate the bots of us. I might always making him angry but no matter how angry is he he will still give me his smlies. well after all all i can say was he really really really very good to me. He will give me everything that he can and the best just for me. He will buy things that i wanted. He can never never fail doing it just for me. i really really glad that i have you around me. Having you is the greatest on earth~~ baby i just wanna tell you you are the best. YOU ARE THE BEST BF THAT I EVER HAVE. You make me feel love every single day. YOu give me everything of yours.Baby i will be the one holding your hands tgh with you~~~LOVES YOU!!!!!!

2009-11-09T00:17:00.010+08:00

Well after work today meeting dean and co. got x.dra and hy and val to celebrate his birthday.so after work straight away cab over to compass point and buy contact lens as i wear damn damn chui bec i am wearing spect. Bec sunday baby say that wanted to stay at my house bec he knock off straight away come over to my place and already damn shag so that why e say he din wan to ride back home as he is already damn tired so we just stay over at my place and i forgot that my house dun have and contact lens until this morning then i realise it so i lan lan only can wear spects to work first . Since is meeting them at compass and i stil can buy montly lens too for spare first . So headed to ask for the price for the lens by right i just wanted to get those like one mth per pair but then they did not sell seperatly so no choice. I only can buy 3 whole mths de nor.after getting the lens when over to the toilet and put on my lens and make up and realise my lashes is not with me either damn damn sway what a MONDAY for me right~~~

Well no choice got to get it if not i will look damn weird without any lashes on haha lols. Well headed to watsons and look for the lashes but din have the design that i wanted so i headed dwn to level one the face shop and get those simple desgin. and quickly went to put on it and walk over to the busstop and meet the rest and started drizzling and quickly board on to the cab me hy and laogong one cab. so dean and x.dra one cab haha lols. well dean reach first damn funny right we board on to the cab but then they reach first haha lols. Well when we reach headed to look for baby and mean time was waiting for dean and x.dra from the toilet and baby friends xiao bai and his gf also came dwn to look for baby. Baby already told me this afternoon they will be going to cabarna too but not siting tgh with us. Well when dean came we hurry our self and went over to carbana and get our self sits and settle dwn. Order our dinner and baby came too. He is just right beside our table. well the food there was not bad. Shall go there again next time haha lols. well still we order some beer too. drink and was playing games awhile later baby friends left and left him alone with us so we will playing games too. around 10 plus we headed home. Dean and co. cab back home me and baby took bike home. reach home bath and headed to bed. Well hope to have more gathering~~~

2009-10-29T18:28:00.001+08:00

well i am waiting for baby to come and pick me now. Curenttly still in the office lor. still i am so lazy just to update my blog and add those ppl to my link i am damn damn lazy haha lols. well i got the time i will do it all ovr again nor. well got to go liao will update real soon~~~~

2009-10-18T21:20:00.002+08:00

Well today is sunday guess i am so bored and i came here to blog lor. nth much for me to do and i am waiting for baby to knock off hais life for me getting more and more boring other den work is meeting baby well tgh for lik going to 3 mths liao starting was alright lahs but den he have school holidays liao den started to work every day lor. and he did try to off lahs but cnnt keep off too bec once he off he got no paid for that day lor. well seen him work so hard also see liao xin ku mans. well no matter what once he start sch liao everythings will back to normal but then weekends he still have to work and den i still have to wait for him either at my house or at his house. hais. i cant go clubbing too bec he dun like so what else more can i do?? other den staying at home?? hais. life is more boring to me~~~

damn damn damn it... well today afternoon den wake up around 1 plus wash up and was using the com and watching tv at the same time too. since i am still so free and dun wish to go home that earli so decided to help baby to pack his cupboard lor. and was chatting with belle at the same time too. around 3 plus decided to pack and change and when back home. well cab home and reach home liao rest awhile and was watching tv and around evening time when back to my room and started packing my own cupboard too lor. And around 6 plus when to 800 plus to have dinner tgh with elder brother and just got back home not long. now watching tv and blogging lor. hmmmm waiting for baby to knock off hais today worst he never even msg me much at home i think not more thn 10 lor.~~ WTF hais dunnoe why ECP got so so many ppl ride bicycle lehs~~~ damn damn it.. hais ok lahs blog till here liao got to go prepare and go and meet baby and his friends to winsor hotel t drink their balance. well i will blog again if i got the time HAHA....

2009-10-13T21:18:00.004+08:00

OUR LOVE STARTED ON THIS SPEICAL DAY 26072009...

should i get back to bloggin?? haha seems like kind of boring life for me as been the same nth more but there is a good news that i have very very good boyfriend and we had been tgh for like gg to 3 mths already. reason why till now den i say bec i tot that stable dwn abit den i say. well so now is the time to say liao le bahs. haha lols. well i dun really know him well lahs and i dunnoe why he will choose me to be his gf and why i want to be his gf haha lols. well things are so funny lahs. and this are fate bahs. but so far so good bahs he treat me still not bad lor. hmmm and we have good and bad times lahs. hais. well i have not been thinking about those silly things any more. and now i will only think miss and love my beloved bf and his name is IVAN SIM JIAN ZHONG. that all. haha lols. well will post some of the photos of me and him bahs lols.

2009-07-22T13:52:00.002+08:00

i have decided that i am leaving.i am gonna leave our memories aside and never gonna take it out ever again bec u dun worth it any more. i take a super long time to realise that after all what i have done its jus nth compare to what u have done. after so mani things had happened well i guess we cant even be friend bahs i did my best to GIVE UP the whole group i never gonna contact ani singel one in the group. i have decided. giving you ur present will be the last i contact u nv really love me rite? u choose to talk to everyone but me. so i shll move on and look for my own happiness then waiting for your return when i realise u have the happiness that u wanted long ago liao so what is the point of me waiting and u dun even come back any more. i have forget the past and waited to be tgh wif you and wishing that i could walk wif u in the future but i dun think u will wan it so i guess its bye NOW~~~

KEEGAN TENG I FUCKING HATE YOU.

I SWEAR I SWEAR~~~

FUCKING CB IDIOT FUCKER!!!!

GO TO HELL BETTER.

I CURSE AND SWEAR THAT NEVER YOU GONNA FIND A GF!!!

NEVER U WILL BE ALONE TILL U DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

U DUN EVEN GIVE ME A CHANCE??

U DUN EVEN TELL ME WHAT U REALLY MEAN TO BE??

U DUN EVEN TALK TO ME??

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-11T04:56:00.004+08:00

YOU ARE ALWAYS MISS BY ME ALTHOUGH ITS BEEN ONE MTH~~

I AM STILL WAITING FOR YOU. I KNOW YOU MIGHT NOT KNOW AND NEVER EVER GONNA GET A CHANCE TO KNOW IT TOO.

BUT AS LONG AS YOU ARE HAPPY WIF WHAT YOU ARE DOING NOW I CANT SAY OR STOP YOU FROM DOING ANI TIN. ALL I CAN SAY TO YOU WAS ALL THE BEST.

I TRIED MY BEST TO FORGET ABT YOU, BUT SIMPLY I JUS CANT. THE MORE I WANTED TO FORGET ABT IT OFR GET WAT ACTUALLY HAD HAPPENED TO YOU AND ME AND THOSE MEMORIIES THOSE PLACES WE WENT THOSE THINGS THAT WE TALK ITS JUS SIMPLY IN MY BRIAN. I DUN NOE HOW LONG CAN I KEEP. BUT AS LONG AS I CAN I WILL KEEP IT LONGER. I REALLY MISS YOU SO MUCH AND THE LAST I SAW YOU WAS LIKE WEEKS AGO AGIAN~~ EVEN U ARE ONLINE I DUN DARE TO TALK TO YOU I JUS PRETEND THAT I NV SAW YOU ONLINE. YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I HAVE SUFFER FROM ALL THIS. I HAVE BEEN WANTING TO STOP ALL THOSE THINKINGS BUT YET ITS ALAWAYS APPEAR ON MY MIND IF NOT WHEN I JUS WENT TOTALY BLANK U WILL CAME TO MINE MIND ONCE AGAIN. DO WE REALLY HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS. DO U REAIL HAVE TO TREAT ME THIS WAY. WHY CANT YOU EVEN TEL ME THAT WE ACTUALLY CAN BE BACK AS NORMAL WHY~~~~~~ HAVE YOU FALLEN FOR WENDI OR VERA?? U SEEMS CLOSE TO THEM. YES I AM JEALOUS SO WHAT ITS DOESNT CONCERN ME ANY MORE~~~ I AM SCARE THAT YOU WILL SLOWLY GONE FROM MY MIND. REALLY I HAVE HOLD ON TILL NOW AND ITS DAMN DAMN DAMN XIN KU DO YOU KNOW IT~~~HAIS. WHEN TODAY I WENT BOILERS I TOT OF THE DAYS U HOLD MY HANDS AND WE WENT OUT TO SMOKE. AND THE DAYS U DANCE WIF ME WE TOOK PICS ALL THIS HAVE GONE~~~ WHY~~~~ DO YOU HAVE TO TREAT ME THIS WAY?? WHEN I TREAT YOU SO WELL. HAIS.PLEASE TEL ME ALL THIS IS NOT REAL~~~

WHR HAVE YOU BEEN HOW ARE YOU DOING THIS FEW WEEKS. DO YU MISS ME?

DO YOU EVEN TOT OF ME FOR THAT MOMENT? JUS A SEC? DO YOU I TOT OF YOU EVERY DAY EVERY NIGHT EVERY MOMENT.

ITS NEVER BEEN SO REAL.

THE FEELING ARE SO MUCH DIFFERENT.

WHY~~~~

2009-07-07T23:09:00.005+08:00

well today i gonna post my memories wif this guy that i once love. and the love was like some how so so short. and i was in love wif them till they left me wif no ans. hais.

MEMORIES WIF ANDY PUAH QING HUA.

those will be the memories with only andy puah. when we first met was on labour day but previously we already have meet but we did not talk to each other at all. haha lols. but den when we got to know each other was actually on the labour day itself. and was on the 1st of may. when you started talk to me was on the 2nd of may ou added me at fb and den was chatting wif me at fb chat and den you ask me for my msn so we chatted on msn and while chatting awhile later i have to go out liao le. and you also went out we also have not much stuffs to chat too lols. den on the sunday itself which was 3rd may and you got my msn and was asking me for my number and so i did i give it to you le lor. and den you was asking me whether wanna join you and the other grp of ppl for prawning on wed and was 6may2009. and i was telling you see how first lor. and was joking wif you and telling you that you come fetch me after work den fetch me home and change and den fetch me to prawn den i go lor haha. but actually i was really kiddng nor. not really wan you to do this but ur reply was telling me that you wont mind and also so willing to fetch me after work and you got thought of it before too but then i say it first haha lols. yeah yeah i know i have thick skin rite haha lols. hmm well den i told you that will give yu the ans again lor. haha lols. and on the tue u ask me again wan to go or not and i say tml den give you the ans haha and was asking bell the next day to join us lor. and she say if rog is going the she will go lor. so i was msg wif you the whole day bahs haha lols. and those feeling was kind of sweet bahs hmm. and den we was lik msg here and der and i was telling you if belle its going den i will go lor haha and soon belle agree wif it and you say you will reach around 6 plus till belle left liao cos alex came to pick her den i was waiting for you to come and soon you came and i was like look dwn stairs and was like wondering which one was you haha and i saw a super tall guy wearing so smart and was standing outside and talking on the phone and i know that was you haha lols. so went dwn liao kind of weird and i dunnoe how to talk to you too cos i am kind of shy haha lols. den you was so good that you open the doors for me haha lols. and off we go back to my house. and i guide you the way back to my house haha lols. and soon reeach my place liao le. you waited for me to get change and we went to fetch belle and off we headed back to your place and u was staying at yishun and that was the place when wl use to stay before haha lols. well you park your car liao and belle and me waited for you to came dwn and you stil gotus drink and you stil told us that ur fren keegan was coming and i still rmb that i dun even no how to say his name haha and i say why dun cal him KIT KAT haha lols. hmmm den you stil say that his car got bling bling from far you could see him le lor. lols and then we waited for quite awhile lor. den he came and everyone was sick you was sick and keegan and chalene also was sick so off we went over to amk hub to get stuffs for the prawning use lor. and before that we went to pick roger and den we headed over to amk hub before turning to the carpark me and belle was telling you that how come got no bling bling like wat you have say on keegan car haha so you was asking him to turn on the bling bling and den me and belle den realise was the transformer that got bling haha lols. and me and belle was shouting and screaming like hell and lauging so loudly haha in the car and you was laughing tgh wif us too lols. so once we reach liao le park the car and headed over to the NTUC and buy those stuffs and headed up and smoke and off we walk over to meet wendi dy and daphne lor. we all had dinner at S11 and only me that did not eat bec i wantd to jian fei so i did not eat and also and you ask me to go look around so i acc you walk the one big round and you order japanese food lor. so waited for you and once you are done liao we headed back to the tables and started to eat and you stil told me to eat the toufu haha lols. so once all of us done and we went for a smoke and went to get our cars lor. and headed over to the prawning place at bishan and was keegan the one guiding you cos u did not know how to go bahs den was like suddenly do some u-turn and i was like nv get ready den started to feel headach and feel like vomit lor.once we got dwn and went to the prawning place and we started prawning but den i was like siting der and look at every one prawn only belle and me did not do the prawning lor. hmm well we took pics tgh and was talking abt u and ur ex and me and WL stuffs lor. hmm after that when we are done we went to bbq those prawn and after that it started to rain and suddenly the electrictiy trip off and was totally so dark and we all are so happily eating our prawns HAHA lols. and i was so lazy to peel the prawns and u did it for me haha lols. and feed me still well when everythings its done u send me and belle home. drop belle dwn and u send me back home. the next day reach office liao le. online and we all was chatting away and i stil mention that i wanna go buy that slipper that i saw at amk and u was stil asking me how will i go so i say i dunnoe or maybe after work den go LOLS. haha. hmmm well u will so good say that u came fetch me and we had lunch tgh i was so deep happy lols. hmm well so i also jio keegan along hmm. so once u are done u came to fetch the both of us to amk hub. haha and we was like so mani tins to say once we reach liao when to have lunch lor. and we was looking at those photo we took last nite. haha and we went to get our slippers liao and smoke and headed back to the carpark u fetch us back and u went off.and we was saying today they are going to buy blades lor. so they asking me to go along so i say ok lor. but u are not free to go bec u need to go and meet ur two mummy for dinner lor. so u say u can join us after that when u are done lahs hmm. so when u are done you came to suntech and meet us and me and keegan took ur car dy drove wendi and we went to near golden mile and eat supper i din not wan to eat but den u asking me to eat bec u say that i have not eat the whole day ya i also think so bec after i did not even finish my food. so i ate soup stuffs lor. and u was like so funny keep saying me that eat till so funny lor. and i keep eat till my hair and u keep helping me to take it out from my mouth and also help me to hold it lols. and this feeling was like so great so sweet can, hmm after that we went to MUSTARFAR and we was like playing those blades lor. haha and laughing away too. after that get my sweets liao make the payment everything done le. when outside to smoke and u and keegan was going to jb to pump petrol lor so u send wendi and dy back home and keegan send me home.reach home u cal and we chatted awhile and asking u to get sweets for me lor. well soon u came out le and u reach home we chatted for a lil while and headed to bed.8may2009 we went to ECP to blades as they had plan.and we was chatting on the msn and i was saying that i could lobang you on the bicycle lor. haha lols. so funny and you came to fetch me after work and get home to change and was waiting for me WL was dws waiting for me too i got a shock when i saw him but den i did not bother too. so we drive off went to ys and we went to eat as only u are the one eating den went to ur house and waited for you to get change and also waiting for dy to reach ur house and around 9 plus he reach and we headed to PS and pick wendi up from her sch and headed to ECP. once reach ECP park the cars and headed to eat me and you drink water and eat chicken wings after everything done was waiting for keegan and chalene to come and meet them and we headed over to another side. and they started blading and so me and you was taking and busy taking photo for them soon belle came too and we blade till around2 plus and all of us was so tired and we decided to go for supper and we headed to yishun 884 der and pack food belle and me share one packet and we headed to shell to buy drinks and we went over to ys dam and sit dwn was talking and eating our food. and soon its late and we all went back home u send me and belle home. 9may2009 wake up and received msg from wendi saying they having dinner asking me to go and asking me to ask you to go too so i msg u and was talking to you and u telling me u are tired nap for awhile and soon u wake up and will msg me. so i went over to tm liao and u say u coming soon so rushing home to get change and was preparing and waiting for you at the same time. once u reach i went dwn and everytime get to sit in ur car u will simply say i smell good haha. so well we went over to st james de carpark u park ur car der and we cross he over head brigde and went to look for wendi and dy jus the four of us having dinner tgh and soon after dinner roger came and as well as belle came too so all of us walk over to boilers and meet chalene der too. get our bags put in to ur cars and we are having great fun haha hmm enjoy too. and i was dancing u keep huging me i dunnoe why lahs hmmm and u keep hug me over to u. and a few time grad my hands all this too. so sweet~~and i reailse when i was dancing u keep ur eyes wif me.we club till around 6 plus and all of us went over to habour front and had bf at mac lor. and after bf i was like saying i wanted to go back alone but you die die also wan to send me home the rest feel that u like me but i some how really not sure too so i din ask u too. well so let u send me home reach home msg wif u and headed to bed.10may2009 wake up liao chattig wif u awhile had dinner at home and was MOTHER'S day too. and after dinner u ask me out to watch moive so i say anitin lor. den u book the ticket and our beri first movie was RAMEN GALS. u came to fetch me and we went over to cine took the tic den went to buy popcorn and drinks. and went in to the cinema and u keep asking me to feed you wif the popcorn too. and u was like hugging me for the whole show. after the show we went for supper and u was like wanting to wash ur car so so much. so we went to bedok and had supper u order carrot cake for us and drinks for us too. i was busy talking on the phone and u busy feeding me haha lols. after that we went to my house near by and we went to the petrol station and get ur car wash and we was like playing inside the car u keep saying me and i bite you. haha well after ur cars was done was waiting for it to dry and we went to smoke and chat for awhile u send me home.11may2009 monday i am not feeling well feeling so xin ku my contact lens simply sucks so dry and my eyes so red so i was telling chalene i wanna mc later on so was chatting wif u on msn and u telling me u are free after lunch and nv do ani tin liao not meeting any customers too so i was like ok and u say u can come fetch me and go see doc lor so u was waiting for my call too.around 12 plus 1 i call you and u came and fetch me. was walking outside to ur car and we went till yishun chong pong and see doc after that we went to 925 to eat i eat chicken rice u eat duck rice. after that u told me that u wanna bring me to a place so i say orh. and follow u den i reailse that u brg me to back to ur hse and was like ZZZ. and u told me u beri xinku so i give u eat the med that i have lor. and i stil feed you eat was using ur com to online and listen to songs and doing other stuffs also. and wendi was saying later meet to eat crabs u argee bec i wanted to go so asking u to send me home and change and den meet them but after awhile u say u din wan to go bec u feel tired after having the med so i say ok lor. and suddenly u turn ur com chairs and carry me from the chairs to the bed. ad was kissing me and telling me u like me, asking me how do i feel for you.i cant ans u i wanted to bad i am scare. so i din not say ani tin and suddenly sometin happend and i cry so hard and u told me not to cry too and i change to ur clothes and was lying on ur bed sleeping away liao and u was playing ur games once i wake up u pour water for me asking me i feel better le mahs and around 1 pus u send me home.12may2009 well today was like so tired for me was talking to u and u ma jiao so busy bec u got a meeting so nv reail talk to you after work went back home and u already at home super long ago and was sleeping no matter how i call u u also nv pick up. so i went to meet the rest and we went to had supper and den headed to T3 and i was calling and wanting u to come so u finally agree and u came and i stil went till cheers to buy u med and water too. den we headed to TCC had supper for the rest and we headed back home. and i went to ur house and ton bec u ask me too. so u send me back home get my stuffs and drove to ur house. get change and everythin we went to bed wanted to sleep but u couldnt sleep so was talkig to u till damn damn late and awhile later is time for work prepare and u send me to office. and was msing u half way things started to change so suddenly hais. and we ENDED jus like this~~~and we went to malaysia at nite things change....we nv talk as much as like before and u thik that i stress you. and we ended up like this and the next moment i saw u wif ESTER ur ex again i feel so cheated. bec u told me that ur feeling to me is real but outof a sudden u choose her rather den me? u nv tel me how u feel not even a word too. and i still wish u all the best and was praying hard she could give you the happiness. and u are the one push me to close wif keegan~~~~~and this started to change once again~~~

2009-06-23T00:24:00.002+08:00

today was trying to act busy but dunnoe why stil u came to my mind and again i tot of you once again why when i wanted to forget you you keep runing to my mind? hais izzi the more i want to forget you the more it will not mahs? hais after lunch i dun feel good bec i am asking myself again and again why izzi me and not others why izzi so unfair to me? why its me me me? hais. why. i jus wanted to be like we use to be why cant maintian it lehs? why u jus can pretend that we have nv happen ani tin before lehs why? hais why u need to treat me this way? when den u can talk to me face to face? when am i stil waiting for a chance or you want me to give up? i am so xin ku le lehs do you know that mahs? hais. i have been trying so damn hard to forget abt you forget everything but i jus cant the more i force myself doing it i jus cnnt take it? why why why.could everything just go back to normal days i really miss it lehs hais. please i beg you to come back and act as normal like how we use to be like. why things changes so fast within one night why lehs why izzi so? i dun know i cant find the reason? do u know how i feel know mahs?? huh do u know mahs? hais i am damn damn sad do u know that mahs...hais.. my heart broken broken and broken..zzzzz..sobs sobs..

2009-06-21T22:03:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST PRECIOUS DARLING..

LOVE LOVE YOU LOTS.. MUACKIIES...

YOU ARE MY ONLY ONE DARLING FOR 10 YEARS..

AND WE ARE STIL COUNTING ON..

LOVE YOU PRECIOUS..

2009-06-21T05:40:00.005+08:00

从前的我们还在吗？

I HAVE DECIDED TO LET EVERYTHING DOWN.

I CNNT TAKE IT ANY MORE LONGER.

NO MATTER HOW HARD IT IS I MUST LET YOU GO IN MY HEART.

WE WILL NV BE LIKE WE USE TO BE.

THIS IS WAT YOU HAVE TOLD ME. AND DEEP DWN I MY HEART I WILL RMB IT.

I STILL MISS YOU BUT WE ARE SO SO SO STRANGER NOW.

THE WAY YOU TALK TO ME NOW LESS DEN 10 WORDS.

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING THAT YOU HAD DONE.

YOU MAKE ME FEEL LOVE BUT STIL MAKE ME FEEL HURTS.

BY LOOKING AT YOU NOW MY HEARTS HURTS DAMN DAMN LOTS.

WHEN YOU SPEAK TO ANI ONE OF THEM EXPECT ME DO YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL?

I THINK YOU ARE NOT COMFORTABLE WIF ME WHEN I AM DER.

ANW I WILL NOT BE MEETING ANI ONE OF THEM TILL OUR AUG TRIP.

LET THIS MARK AND ENDING BAHS.

EVEN HOW MUCH I WAIT YOU WILL NV KNOW TOO.

I KNOW THAT YOU WILL NV BE ABLE TO LOOK AT THIS BLOG TOO.

BUT I JUS WANT TO BLOG OUT MY FEELING ABT YOU.

I AM REALLY DAMN SILLY AND STUPID AFTER YOU LEFT DEN I REALISE I FALL FOR YOU. I AM NO LONGER WHO YOU THINK I AM.

NOW I COULD ONLY LIVE FOR MYSELF BUT NOT OTHERS. EVEN YOU I AM NOT.

I DUN NEED YOU ANI MORE.

SOME ONE ELSE NEED YOU BETTER DEN ME RITE?

DEN GO AHEAD AND HAVE THEM.

AND ENJOY UR HAPPY LIFE THAT YOU WANTED ALL ALONG.

I WILL NOT HATE YOU.

BUT I WIL RMB WAT YOU HAVE DID AND WAT YOU DONE TO ME.

AFTER ALL I STIL LOVE YOU.

IT TAKES A LONGER TIME THIS TIME FOR ME TO FORGET ABT ALL THIS BEWEETEN

US. EVERYTHING WAS JUS A MEMORIES TO US.WILL FOREVER KEEP IT IN MY HEART

NEVER WILL I FORGET. YOU WILL BE THE ONE I HAVE THIS MEMORIES WIF. THANKS.

I DUN WISH TO LOSE YOU BUT I STILL NEED TO DO THIS..

I FORCE MYSELF TO STOP THINKING ABT YOU.

THE MORE I THINK THE MORE XIN KU I AM?

BUT DO YOU KNOW THAT?

AFTER TODAY I REALISE WE ARE REAIL SO DIFFERENT LE.

HAISS~~~~~~~~~~

一个人好累...

2009-06-20T01:14:00.003+08:00

SOME HOW I AM STILL MISSING YOU.

I NEVER FORGET HOW YOU ASK MY NUMBER FROM. THE FIRST DAY WE REALLY TALK..

I WANTED YOU TO COME BACK TO ME..

I NEED YOU SO SO MUCH DO YOU KNOW THAT..

I LOVE YOU DEEP DEEP IN MY HEART.

U WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART U WILL BE THE ONLY ONE THAT I COULD MISS.

I RMB THE DAY FROM I DUN REALLY TALK TO YOU FROM WE TALK NON STOP.

YOU BRING ME TO LOTS OF PLACES THAT I REQUEST.

WHEN I AM SAD NO MATTER WAT TIME YOU WILL ACCOMPANY.

EVEN WHEN YOU ARE SUPER TIRED YOU STIL W/O FAIL ACCOMANY ME.

YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHICH TREAT ME THIS WAY.

WHEN I DUN FEEL LIKE GOING HOME WANTED TO STAY UP LATE YOU WILL BE DER TO ACCOMPANY W.O FAIL.

YOU ARE THE ONE THAT I WANTED BUT DEN THINGS JUS DUN GO THE WAY.

IT STARTED SLOWLY AND ENDED SO QUCIKLY.

HOW I WISH YOU WILL BE BACK ONCE AGAIN??

YOU KNOW I MISS YOU SO MUCH..

MISS THE WAY YOU HUG ME TO SLEEP.

MISS THE WAY YOU HOLD MY HAND.

MISS THE WAY YOU KISS ME.

MISS EVEY SINGLE MOMENT OF YOU TGH WIF ME.

I NEED YOU SO SO MUCH. YOU WILL CHEER ME UP NO MATTER WAT.

YOU TOLD ME THAT WHEN EVER YOU ARE WIF ME YOU WILL LAUGH YOU WILL SMILE.

BUT WE NO LONGER LIKE WE USE TO BE LE.

I WAN I WAN I WAN YOU BACK......COULD I??????????

KEEGAN TENG I LOVE YOU.

KEEGAN TENG I MISS YOU.

KEEGAN TENG I AM STILL WAITING FOR YOU. : (

KEEGAN I NEED YOU DAMN BADLY..

KEEGAN I AM DAMN DAMN LONLY NOW.

KEEGAN KEEGAN KEEGAN....<333333333

2009-06-18T23:43:00.002+08:00

its been so long after i have blog. its been like 5days?? watever it is i will not blog as often as i do.

i am stil thinking abt u.everything was jus like ytd. why things ended up so fast? hais.why u jus left me wif all the memory instead of you being der tgh wif me. i reail hope that u are rite beside me now. i miss the way how u talk to me i miss the way how u hug me i miss the way how u kisses me. everything was jus on my mind. and my heart. why why u din give me a chance to settle everything? you know ho sad i am when u say all those to me?? do u know it?? i am been thinking and missing u after the day we last met? i have not have any news from u i did not ask ani one abt u i did not know how to speak to you. i jus wanted you to by my side. do you know? my tears are jus rolling dwn and dwn. i did try not to think abt u yes i did but jus i couldnt help thinking abt you. are you doing fine? how was work? how was life? w/o me now are you happy? i guess yes you are? i have been looking at ur pics and i believe u are happy when the first i know u? when the first we got tgh? why did u give me a chance? even if no chance why u given me a memory wif jus a shrt while? why cant u stay longer? u have been stayin der but why u choose to give up? do you know i miss u so so so much i am waiting for you.but i can tel u u nv know it. u will nv ever gonna know it. bec like u say we are no longer the same as before. i really miss the places that i had went tgh wif u. having late supper ,waiting for u to finish wor. and had supper tgh wif u and got to the places which i nv been too. all i wanted was you. i really hope that one day jus one day u will be back. i really cnnt stop myself missing. i hav been looking at ur pics again and again. WHEN ARE U COMING BACK???WHEN DEN WE CAN BE LIKE WE USE TO BE??i am trying to be stronge do you know that?? missing u was really so so hard. when ever or whr ever i am u will jus appear on my mind. do i really have a chance?? why god treat me this way? why why? asking u come and go off? why only when u left then i realise i fall for you? why am i so STUPID. you will nv know. I HATE MYSELF....

2009-06-13T17:30:00.006+08:00

HOW I WISH TIME COULD STOP..

WE WILL STILL STAY AS ONE LIKE WE USE TO BE.

I KNOW WE WILL NEVER GONNA BE THE SAME LIKE WE USE TO BE.

I MISS THE DAYS AND TIME I HAD SPENT WIF ALL OF U.

I MISS EVERY ONE OF YOU.

AND YOU ALL ARE THE BEST BEC WHEN EVER I AM DOWN NONE OF YOU FAIL TO MAKE ME LAUGH.

THANKS I LOVES ALL OF YOU.

I DO TREASURE AND CHERISH THE TIME WE SPENT TGH.

LIK GO CLUBBING,PRAWNING,BLADING,SLACKING,SINGING.

I MISS HAVING THE FUN WIF ALL OF YOU...

2009-06-12T02:33:00.004+08:00

I MISS YOU SO SO MUCH.

DO U KNOW THAT??

I KNOW U WILL NEVER EVER KNOW IT.

BEC U ARE HAVING THE HAPPY LIFE THAT U WANTED IT SO MUCH?

LIKE WAT U HAVE TOLD ME CANT BE BOTHER ABT ANI TINS ANI MORE? INCLUDE ME RITE? THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING DER FOR ME THE MOMENT I NEED U U WILL ALWAYS BE THE ONE STANDING STILL BUT NOT NOW ANI MORE. YES I KNOW U DUN HAVE ANI FEELINGS FOR ME AT ALL. BUT I DO HAVE AFTER U SLOWLY STARTED TO TREAT ME SO SO COLD? DO I HAVE A CHANCE TO SEE U AGAIN? OR DO I HAVE A CHANCE TO SPEAK TO YOU AGAIN? DO U KNW HOW MUCH I HAVE BEEN MISSING U? EVER SINCE THE DAY U TOLD ME UR FEELINGS AND YOUR THOUGHTS.

I STARTED TO REALISE I STARTED TO LIKE YOU WHEN THE MOMENT U LEFT ME? I DUN NOE WHY. HAIS WHY U NEED TO TREAT ME THIS WAY? WHY GOD ITS SO UNFAIR TO ME? WHY? YES I DID NOT HANDLE STUFFS IN THE RIGHT WAY. BUT WHY CANT U GIVEN ME A CHANCE? WHY???????? I HAVE REGRETED SO MUCH BY TELLING U ALL THOSE TINS.. I REAIL HOPING AND WISHING THAT I NV NV DID TELL YOU? OR I SHLD SAY I DID TEL U AND LISTEN TO YOU. WHY WHY WHY. COULD U COME BACK?I AM STANDING HERE ALL ALONG I AM WAITING FOR YOU TO COME BACK TO ME AGAIN. I MISS THE DAYS THE TIME THAT WE SPENT U BRG ME THE LAUGHTER? U BRG ME MY SMILE BUT DEN U TOOK THEM ALL. I AM LIVING IN A WORLD FULL OF TEARS AND FULL OF REGRETS~~~~

its a songs jus for you. telling you how tired am i while u are not by my side.

下雨天了怎么办

我好想你不敢打给你

我找不到原因什么失眠的声音变得好熟悉沉默的场景

做你的代替陪我等雨停期待让人越来越沉溺有谁和我一样等不到他的谁爱上你我总在学会寂寞的滋味一个人撑伞一个人擦泪一个人好累怎样的雨

怎样的夜怎样的我能让你更想念雨要多大天要多黑

才能够有你的体贴其实

没有我你分不清那些差别

接近还能多一些别说你会难过别说你想改变被爱的人不用道歉期待让人越来越疲惫有谁和我一样等不到他的谁爱上你我总在学会寂寞的滋味

一个人撑伞一个人擦泪一个人好累

怎样的雨

怎样的夜怎样的我能让你更想念雨要多大天要多黑

才能够有你的体贴其实没有我你分不清那些差别

接近还能多一些别说你会难过别说你想改变被爱的人不用道歉怎样的雨

怎样的夜怎样的我能让你更想念雨要多大天要多黑

才能够有你的体贴其实

没有我你分不清那些差别

接近还能多一些别说你会难过别说你想改变被爱的人不用道歉

2009-06-11T23:58:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...

I HOPE YOU CAN REALLY KNOW WAT U WANT IN UR LIFE.

ALL I CAN SAY THAT I CANT WALK TGH WIF YOU ANI MORE.

BUT I WILL NV EVER FORGET UR BIRTHDAY.

HOPE YOU COULD STAY HAPPY.

TAKE CARE. THAKNS FOR YOUR LOVE..

2009-05-27T12:56:00.002+08:00

hmmmm well ii guess ii have not being bloggin ever since... dunnoe when also lahs so now i am in the office doing nth. and nth better to do so come and blog some stuffs lor. hmmm have been going to one mths ever since we broke off. i know some how u might worry might care for me as a friends thanks i know u are being kind. but at times ur words jus simply so hurtful. i might hurt wif u tons and tons of lies but after all i don mean ani tin. i jus dun wish that u see me gg out u feel lonely that all. lies can be good or bad like u told me before. thanks for walking dwn this road tgh wif me for the 1year11mths14days. yes we might have happy and sad moment. but i really wanna thanks you. you have been nice to me. trying ur best to give me everything.dote me like,care for me,love me. but after all i choose to give up always have a reason behind it. i dun wish u to get hurt ani more i am not that gal that suit u. i was thinking izzi in the first place we shld not even started? i know u hurt damn damn badly every night u send me msges like u miss me this and stuffs wanted me to get back the feeling wen we are in the honey mood period of times but everytime is jus a FAIL.i am a grown up i know and i can see from my own eyes like i say i no need all of u to tel me who are right and who are wrong. listen to ppl saying that my fren isnt a good person but in the first place they din not hurt me? i hope u can understand. after all u already found ur own happiness wish u and ur new gf happy forever. please reail love her lots. i believe u can. please save more money. please FORGET ME~~~i dun worth ur tears ur love ani more. we have can to a FULL STOP AND ITS A COMPLETE FULL STOP.well nth more i could say le. gtg liiao free i will blog..

2009-05-23T22:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ROGER NG.

MAY ALL THE WISHES COME TRUE.

AND HOPING THAT YOU WILL FOUND THE GAL THAT WORTH YOUR LOVE.

THANKS FOR ALWAYS MAKING ME LAUGH.

LOVE THE ACCOMPANY THAT YOU GIVEN TO ME.

ALL THE BEST TO UR WORK OKIESS...

LOVEESSSSSS ALWAYSSSSS<333333...

2009-05-22T22:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...

HOPE YOU ENJOY UR SPEICAL DAY WITH UR LOVES ONE..

MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE..

ALL THE BEST TO YOU..

LOVESSS LOVESSSS....

2009-05-20T01:58:00.002+08:00

wat u did to me i always rem it by my heart its been der all the while.
but wat have done today make me double myself of treating u?
now den i realise in this world no one WORTH my tears my love my care.
u will no longer be e person that i love.u make my heart broken.
damn broke. although i might lies but i jus wan u stop thinking?
but u simply dun get wat i mean.
well nv will find the real ME ani more.
i no longer be the one u use to know.
bec u make me go this way??
WLL I EVER BE HAPPY IF IN THE FIRST PLACE WE DUN EVEN BE TGH OR GET TO KNW EACH OTHER?
the one now i write n my msn or FB ish jus my tots i nv reail reail love hiim.
2 YEARS~~~~~ we are GAME OVER...

8 YEARS OF frensship we been through so so so mani and yet u dun understand me well enough no matter how i explain u simply dun get it.the more i say the more u tot that u nv been in my heart. u make my heart breaks more bec of WAT HE SAY and wat u post at FB reail make me dunnoe who are the one for me?i tot u shld be standing the same path as me?
i am jus trying to be happi? cant i have some frens?
why cant i live for wat i am?
all this while i am the one who always make u talk make u change do u reail know how my feeling was?wen ever i need u to be der do u reail be der for me?
wen i wanted you to lent me ur shoulder to cry on i jus simply cant tot of u. cos always u make me feel lik dunnoe how to tel u my feeling deep dwn un my heart i have alot to say but the moment i meet u seems like u have more trouble den wat i am facing? i dun easily ask for a shoulder to cry on bec i hope i can be stronge enough from small till now i always have been so indepdent no one was der for me?
nv nv NV.all i can say u make me cry so hard today. reail today~~~HEARTBROKE.

2009-05-01T00:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY LABOUR DAY....

2009-04-29T00:11:00.036+08:00

well ish wed mans and two more days ii will be damn damn happy and shiok haha lols cos is friday liiao le. haha!! well today ii am damn sway lahs haha ii couldnt get up on time lor. den david also nv lompong miie to office lor. tink guess ytd ii sleep quite late tt whyiie ii cnnt wakie up on time lor. sad can hmm so ii was like slowly doin my tins. wen to bath get myself ready and off ii left the house and cab over to office lor. by the time i reach office is already like 930 liao le damn damn late so tonite must go home around that time lor if not deduct my paid again lor how sad it can be riite. reach le wanted to use the com again internet dc liiao so bell and me headed to the toilet and finish our stuffs went to smoke and headed back in to the office and today damn sad is alex came meet bell for lunch and we cant collect our dress liiao le. so tot of lunch time jus me and bell go hg mall again 805 to eat den cai go collect lor. but den transport is a problem we need to come back on time mahs so was like bus go and cab back the faster way liiao haha cannt be jus go and collect the dress we spend so much on the tranpsort lor. if like tt damn sad la.so wen lunch time comes every one leave office le so me and bell also lor but den chris was wif us so was like asking him to go over and had lunch der tgh lor. haha den we can have free transport liiao so he agree and once we reach headed over to the shop collect and went over to 805 and had lunch wah faint 3 of us eat damn lots of tins lahs we order 3plates chicken chop den chris went to buy some dim sum and bell wan to buy carrot cakes seee damn full bell did not even finish the chops so asking chris to eat den i eat till half way also full so half of my chops given to chris haha and he finish ALL can!! damn li hai lahs. hmmm well back to office bell and me wen to the ladies and was trying whether the dress izzi look fine after the alter lor. after all not bad lahs back to work and soon knock off. asking joe to send me over to hg mall der and ii took 27 back to tampines and meet up wiif ah jie ah kor and ah qing lor. and so qiao that ah cai was at last time our house der de salon so asking him to takie bus lor. so we meet in the bus. reach liiao walk all the way to swimming complex der and they having the japanese food again lor. hmm did not finish the food den bill and ah qing came over to our house. hmm was using com chating and using FB too. hmm and headed to bed soon.

2009-04-28T17:57:00.002+08:00

well today ish back to tuesday again le. and guess wat this coming friday ish a public HOLIDAY again liiao le lehs. yeah and this time round ii rmb okie not like tt time wen good friday ii dun even realise iit lahs haha lols. hmmm but still ish quite boring lahs to miie PH another den sleep the whole day off ii dun tink der are stil tins for miie to do wiif iit le lahs haiis. kind of sad rite. but anw ish okie lahs haiis have been use to it all along liiao le. haiis well wakie up liiao den headed to prepare and wen to change and headed dwn to wait for david to come lor. haha today ii most earli de lahs he stil late for like 5min can haha yeah luckily nv late lahs if not he nag nag nag say say say. hmmm well fetch miie liiao wen over to fetch bell liiao and we all headed to office liiao le lor. hehe hmm siians reach office liiao started using chris com and was using Fb lor. hmm but again the sucky internet always dun work de lahs hate it can humpffff so decide to give up and dun reail wanna use liiao le so ii went to the toilet tgh wif bell lor. hmmm den after doing everytin liiao went to the stairs at the back and went to smoke nor. hmmm feel damn damn sians can haiis well today morning bell asking miie to takie the clothes tt ii need to alter de wif miie maybe during lunch time we shld go tgh lor. hmm she ish asking alex to send ask over haha hmm think will be gg over to kovan bahs hmmm not tt sure. back to office carry on to do tins lor.den soon we left for lunch was raining and we decided to go over to hg mall cos der got changing room so the ppl tt alter our clothes might noe wat we reail wan lor. so after tt we went over to 805 had lunch liiao after tt headed over to the alter place after everytin done wen back to office and was busy doin some paper work den soon alex came and fetch us liiao den went to fetch ah bao and we headed to to tampine one for a walk liiao den back to eat dinner and stil saw ah kor and ah cai at cafe cartel lor. haha so qiao rite after dinner liiao. we all went for a lil more walk walk den bell and miie walk back home reach home liiao went to rest and bath den we was talking to rogger on the phone till abt 3 plus den go to sleep. and ah bao bell and miie all brg heels at MONDO and we decided to wear it on thursday lor haha hmm okie nth liiao wil update damn damn seldom .

2009-04-27T15:43:00.000+08:00

well ish boring monday again lahs!! haiis damn damn tired too.dunnoe whyiie tink sleep too late liiao lahs haha lols.well was like damn boring wakie up all by miiuself today lahs so guai riite!!wen over to get bath and was like damn damn slow to go and prepare lor. once time reach liiao around 840 wen dwn to wait for daivd to come lor. and guess wat today ii am damn earli lahs he stil late for like 5mins to fetch miie up lor. haha well once he reach liiao headed over to bell place and fetch her up and off we went to office. well not like last time we use to be lik 8 plus jiu reach office liiao nowadays after got michael came in and also fetch hiim to work we will be like 9plus den reach office lor. damn siians can.den cnnt leave rlike on the spot lor. like around 6 cntn leave oni can left at 6 plus lor. if not they deduct miius paid again and den miius paid is like now so lil liiao they stil wan to deduct so poor tin riite!! so bad of dem lahs.their paid so high den stil wan to cut miius paid!!haiis. seems like ii reail disike actxus liiao le.ii reail tink tt not worth to carry on for so long here le lahs. haiis.tink ii will leave at around dec time. well reach office liiao wen to use chris com and online and was using FB as well lahs but the sucky internet simply din allow miie to use iit lor please!!!
this go on and off lor.like always having this type of problem lor.damn sucks lahs. and went back to miius place and staretd to do a lil bit of work before ii went to smoke lor. and was like damn boring lahs feel like sleeping lor. well today GN ish treatin us for lunch lor. haah damn shiok can!!! bec he strike 4d again lahs although oni like 2500 and he promise he will be treating us lor so damn happi yeah can save money liiao. well around 1 plus went to had lunch at lorlong ah soo der nor. the s11 haha the roasted duck all this damn damn nice at first wanted to go and eat chicken rice and seragoon der de but they say too far also not fang bian lor.so they decided to change over to lorlong ah soo and also near us and also got singpaore pool can collect money and buy number again so whyiie not go der riite bec seragoon der singaporepool quite far lor so go lor long ah soo better lahs. so this ish cal one stone kill two birds lor. lols.well so we reach s11 liiao order and waited for quite awhile lor. and was like after eating damn damn full can haha lols. after we had all finish our drinks liiao we headed to the singapore pool and they again went to buy numbers and as for miie wen over to watson see got ani tin tt ii wanted to buy or not lor. siians the weather killing miie can!!! damn hot every tin ish done we all headed back to office lor. damn damn cooling lahs using belle com to go FB awhile cos daivd din not go malaysia so ii cnnt use his com lor. sad riite. but awhile later bell came back liiao and she brg cookies from subway for miie so damn nice riite haha lols. happily eating the cookies lor.well get back to miius place and doing some stuffs lor. and tonite meeting brother for dinner again at tampines mall bahs hmmm well damn damn siians lahs. at first ii dun feel like eatin de but jus meet for the sick of meeting oni lor. haha well after work bell send miie to paya lebar mrt der and ii meet brother at the interchange der and we went over to food court lor. and was damn damn mani ppl lahs we wen over to tampines mall de food court and had dinner lor. but ii wen to get dinner first ii ate chicken cutlet spag lor. haha hmm and ii eat damn damn slowly can.ii had was like wu gui walking lor. haha bec brother need to wait for ah cai to come so that he can acc hiim eat lor. and ah cai reach around 7 plus so they had the indonesion food lor. HAha hmm and stil order meat ball soup lehs. damn full can after dinner went over to fair price get some stuffs and had heigendes ice cream lor. haha wanted to treat ah kor de but too bad lahs he treat miie lor. damn damn nice can ii first time eat tt ice cream!! LOVES..<3333>well we walk all the way back home once ii reach home liiao . rest awhile and headed to bath. and was online cum watchig tv lor. soon around 1 plus after watching scv headed to bed.tink ah jie will nto be coming back whole of this week lor. LOLS.!!GOOD NITE!!

2009-04-26T15:24:00.000+08:00

SAT 25/04/09

well today wakie up at damn damn damn late can around evening time den ii got up from bed lahs.den went over to tampines wiif bell asking her to acc to had lunch and den meet her around 4 plus and we walk over to qi ji and had lunch lor. after tt she longbang miie till moquse der and she went to meet her sister at enous liao. so reach home doing nth jus using com and watching tv lor. around 8 plus cab over to baby place and look for hiim lor. and baby makie miie quite piss of can asking hiim to cal the delivery he aslo cnnt do iit all by hiimself wondering iif ii break off wiif hiim or ii left hiim wat will happened to hiim lehs? will he like die?? lols. well ii call and help hiim to order pastamania lor. tink now he love iit liiao le lahs creamy chicken spag lor. hmmm and so nice once ii reach hiis house lift ii saw the delivery man and so nice he also gg up to 20 lvl lols. but ii already guess it its for baby lahs and ii still walk behind hiim lor. so paid the money liiao gte int to baby rooms and started to connect and was using com lor. and some one was asking miie to meet hiim lahs den ii was like dun even bother in the first place and was chatting and using FB lor. and of cos playing pet soicety lahs haha. hmmm kind of boring around 4 plus went over to meet one of miius frens lahs and den telling baby ii will be back lor. so ask hiim to give miie the key. guess wat the moment ii reach hiis house other den coming in to give miie ice lemon tea he cant be bother keep siting outside to use hisi laptop and was wacthign soccer haiis ii cnnt takie it reail he more and more jia let liiao keep on like tt who can takie it mans!! haisi so ii jus go out lahs better stil lor. and ii went till morning den come back to hiis place. and was using com till around 10plus den headed to bed.

SUNDAY 26/04/09

well ii guess wat time ii wakie up around 4 plus wakie up and baby was so nice asking mie wat to eat lahs den around 6 plus hiis dad went to pack dinner for us lor. after eating watch awhile de tv liiao den pack and went back home. again ii cab back home lor. reach home already quite late liiao all went to bed expect for mummie lahs haha always she will be the one last to sleep lor. reach home using the net for awhile liiao den was watching tv and soon around 12 plus 1 went to bath and headed to bed soon!! another week had pass liiao le. sad!! time files may ish coming!!!

2009-04-24T21:30:00.003+08:00

well thanks god today iish friday!! and ii am damn damn happy wiif iit lahs. wakiie up and headed to prepare and was wondering wat shall ii wear for today but jus cant tot of any tin hmm siians so ani how grab and done wiif miius changing liiao blow miius hair and headed dwn to wait for daivd to arrive soon around 5 min den wen ii abt to board hiis car saw no one was in hiis car and den wen we are abt to go bell house den ii reailse de she told miie that she will be taking AM leave but ii am not too sure so give her a call lor. cal her but din not manage to get her till miius sec call she den pick and and ii ask her ish confirm not gg to work in the morning and den we u-turn back and to fetch michael lor cos tink he did not wait for daivd down stairs den once daivd reach could saw hiim he straight away come and fetch miie le lor. but den michael call hiim again lor say he now coming dwn lor. well after fetching hiim we went to office and was slightly late abit lor. well reach office asking micahel to buy curry puff for miie and was using bell com to online nor. till susan came back to miius place and went to smoke and den using bell com riite now den was doing some stuffs and soon bell was here and ii damn damn wan to eat MAC for lunch so tinking dey will be gg to KOVAN and ii can eat miius MAC lor. lols. and bell also have not eaten so she ish joining us lor. well once we reach liiao oni miie michael bell went to have MAC and the rest went over to the market and eat lor. boring de lor. market also nth better for miie to eat liiao. damn siians cans!!well oni miie and michael have the whole meal lor. bell oni had apple pie oni lols. den after we had done wifi our food walk over to the market and look for the rest once they are done we headed back to office.ii have not been meeting baby from last sunday till today lor. hmm well POWER mans!!! tins reail go further and further away liiao getting kind of tired of this r/s liiao till now he stil dunnoe wat kind of love,care ii wan from hiim haiis reail guys are way too hard to handle liiao le lahs!!! ii hate guessing games sometime can be fun in the start but not always to have those fun can haiis ii reail start hating to have a R/S le. wiif teck lan ii also need to guess wat ish in his mind reail ii du tink ii am that prefect after all lahs how to guess wat are they thinking abt!! tink wat ii am damn li hai de mehs?? eu all dun even need to tel miie ani tin ii can read all of ur mind huh please cans!!! ii am damn du lan abt iit okie. haiis but watever lahs ii dun wish to bother liiao and dun tink ii am meeting baby too liiao he dun even care abt miie nowadays haiis dunnoe wat happend too. well damn damn boring lor. also duno wat to do den miie and belle keep gg behind and talk talk talk den asking her to acc miie to smoke behind the stairs lor. lols. and was wondering wat to wear tonite lor. haha oh ya gg to PH wiif bell and co lor. hmm meeting her new frens ii guess. den miie and bell was like so exicted lahs can and GN brg back the martell liiao den miei and bell was at der using iit to takie pic lor. haha den ii was using daivd com to use FB and do some bloggin lor. wen daivd came back liiao den go back to miius place carry on wiif the work and soon knock off. alex came to pick us liiao. and send us back home liiao den reach home was taking miius time to go prepare lor. wen gtg liiao will be back blogging soon!!!

2009-04-24T00:11:00.000+08:00

well ii am gonna type damn damn damn long for this post ii guess hmm well alot to say mans!! hmm the moment ii reach home rest for awhile and den headed to prepare but wen ii am done miius dearest bell ish not done yet so ii need to wait for her to be ready lor. so ii was watching tv at the same time around 8 plus den she ish ready and was walking over to miius place so ii left and went dwn stairs to wait for her while waiting for her ii was smoking nor soon she reach liiao den we headed to the busstop and cab dwn to vivo. we alight directly outside singtel shop that taxi stand den wen over to the toilet first and was walking around vivo den headed to starbucks and had dinner lor. cos ii din not eat ani tin iif ii dun eat tink later iif ii drink gonna be drunk today liiao mans so better eat some stuffs and fill up miius lil stomach lor. haha well bell also eat tgh wiif miie as well lahs. hmm we still had drinks too hmm well bell had cakes and for miie ii eat tuna puff yum yum damn nice lehs but abit hot oni but for bell hers cakes seems sucks can!! tink the lava cake stil better lor. haha previously we went der and she ate. so after we finish eating went to the toilet to touch up alil and was waiting for her cousin to come and so we plan went outside and also can see some views and takie pic of iit too haha lols. and also ii stil can smoke too. was at der for awhile till bell cousin came and we headed back to zara der to look for her we was waiting and waiting lor. damn damn long can her 10mins ish maijian liao 30 min lor haha, hmmm how sad den bell hand got choclate sauce all over lor. so we headed to the toilet again to wash her hands lor. hmmm after tt finally her cousin call and we walk up to the 7/11 der to check whether e brigde izzi fix mahs nor. but end up too disappointed liao will be ready during next week time. sad riite. haha lols. well so we got to walk dwn and cross the road and went over to boilers and guess wat we walk damn fucking big round jus to get a chop in lehs. hmm and was waiting for michael lor. and he also taking hiis own sweet time to ger here and to meet us lor. LIKE FINALLY he ish done liiao he sign us in bec he ish VIP lehs haha lols. so no need to paid ani fee lor. haha super shiok!!! and den we went in to boilers to takie alook but dun reail have nice music lor. so change headed to fly and was super pack and ish having live band dun reail like too so we change and the three of us headed to PH instead lor. but wen we reach the place seems so empty lahs cans!!! and we found ourselves a table and was standing der taking damn lots of pics too nor. hmm den wen to order drinks and the music change during 12 plus lor started dancing and belle frens came and joins us in well we are all having fun lor.but bell cousin seems like doesnt like the place der lor. wen roger & wendie came and we all started to dance tgh and had fun back belle cousin seems like dun like PH lor. and she keep asking belle to go over to fly lor. but we like keep on delaying the time haha den soon roger fren came over to PH to look for them and they stil order drinks and we was like waiting for them to finish the beer lor. den we left PH and was standing outside to takie pic and we took damn mdan lots pic and was smoking too oncer everybody its ready den roger gone MIA but din wait for hiim to get iin lahs we went in ourself but soon oni left bell mie and her cousin lor. all dunnoe went whr lor. so we manage to found michael and sit tgh wif hiim lor. they all went seprate way lor. could not find bell fren which ish roger & wendie lahs. and wen we wanted to go look for her she jus nice walk past us and out of a sudden the music change and we started dacing at a corner and der ish the one whold grp of guys was looking at us and this guys came up to us and was saying tt could they treat us for a drink lor. so we all was stil like wodering lahs but end up bell cousin say yes so we all walk over to thier table lor once we sit dwn the songs are damn nice can but to bad lahs the place too small couldnt dance lor. after they give us the drink finish drinking we straigh away left their table liiao cos some other gals entertian dem instead of us lols.wen back to our table and started dacning and drinking till some tin happened and all change lahs haiis not having fun at all liiao and some stil like super HIGH lor. bell and her sister seems like fighting here and der ii couldnt even stop lahs haiis. all the temper lahs damn FUCK UP can !!! wah super cnnt takie them lahs tink they cnnt drink lor. wah damn dulan at that moment please. haiis oh ya and saw sam cheng frens haha willy tt handsome guy ii always tell laogong de lol. and ii was looking for michael the whole FLY but seems like ii jus coudnt get hiim lahs. and we all left around 5 plus reach home bath and headed to bed soon.

2009-04-22T01:20:00.009+08:00

well ish wed again mans!!! and two more days to WEEKEND!! happi lehs!! haha well today wakie up and quickly headed to prepare for work. THANKS AH JIE for waking miie up mans!! iif not ii will be LATE again.haha was prepaing and the same time waiting for time to go dwn and wait for daivd lor. was wondering wat to wear and till den ii decided liiao den quickly off ii go dwn and waited for hiim haha luckily. he was stil not der yet and ii stil waiteed for hiim awhile lor. headed over to fetch bell and den headed to office liiao le. haha well today reach office stil quite earli lahs haha no jams luckily lor. well reach office liiao wen to use chris com and was using FB again to play PET SOCIETY lor but damn iit lahs the stupid CONNECTION stil as bad as it is lahs always morning got problem till den they all have come to the office liiao den cnnt be use!! WTF damn iit fucking internet!! WAKIE UP lehs LOLS. while waiting for the connection to be up so miie and bell and as well as michael wen dwn to buy breadfast tgh lor. as they are both hungry abnd iif ii am eating now ii wont be eating during lunch so its fine wiif miie lahs we all eat BEE HOON jus that different stall but miie and bell ish the same stalls. hmmm after that the connection ish up liiao was using and using till susan came and we both headed to the toilet and was chatting non stop lahs haha so mani tins to say lahs!! and den ii wanted to go smoke den bell was wiif miie tgh lor so we was sitting behind the stairs der near office and smoke after smoking back to office and was using daivd com to do some work and also can online and use FB liiao yeah!! around 12 plus bell went out at first she say if we are eating breakfast we will not go lunch lor she also agree wif iit but den she need to meet her frens so no choice lahs. so around 12 plus she left and ii was in the office using her com to play PET SOCIETY lor. seems ii got lik nth to do and now was lunch time and ii told the rest that ii am not going to have lunch today!! and so they went all buy them self lahs. tink they went over to 1010 to eat. at first wanted to go to the KBOX to takie our balance martell but the card was found at susan car so well no need miius ic to collect iit liiao so GN say tonite before he went home he will go and collect iit himself lor.so ii was alone in the office but chalene was here too bec she got to do the MIM system bec der ish sometin werong wiif the system lahs dunnoe wat happened everytin go wrong way. well wat ever lahs ii din bother too den was msgin belle lor bec ii damn bored suddenly the connection again cnnt be use liiao WTF lahs siians so den wen ii jus send out the msg she already came in to the office lor. haha lols. hmmm den was talking to bell den after chalene was done wiif MIM tins den she came over to our place der and was chattin tgh wiif us lor. den wen they all have came back after lunch and also pack lunch for chalene too. so she went to had her lunch lor. wen back to do miius tins and den soon daivd came back couldnt use his com ani more so was like kind of sad get back to mius place and started doing miius work lor. well soon times files haha and today miie acc belle to go tampines one to shop lor. so after work alex came to fetch us to tampines one den we went to SASA and get our stuffs shop around for a lil while and headed to had dinner lor. again at thai express haha lols. well after we ordering we wait quite long for the food well after dinner we walk around the mall for awhile and went back home. reach home slack awhile using com and den bath was watching scv show den headed to bed soon. after a long day at work damn tried.

2009-04-21T01:46:00.004+08:00

well today iish back to tue liiao today wakiie up was damn tired again lor!! haha due to last nite everytime tired in the morning afternoon jiu okie okie liiao maybe ish the COFFEE give mii the power lor haha lols. well today ish ah jie wakie miei up thanks iif not ii tink might be stil sleeping lor. haha lols. hmm again draging miius self to the bathroom and was wondering wat shld ii wear to office today lor. no mood siia. miius brain totally NTH inside BLANK!! diiao hmmm after bathing liiao open miius waredope and was like toally no ideals siia. siians half lor and ii am gonna be late liiao so ii jus grab any clothes and change blow miius hair and off ii went dwn and wait for DAIVD liiao iif not he will nag and nag again lahs!!! wait awhile he also cnnt de yes he ish doing as a favor to send us to work sometime reail damn hurry lor. wanna match hiis time how we noe 5-10 min ish how long siia!! even gaga also dunnoe lor. SIIANS headed to fetch bell and off we go office liiao le. well today was a NO MOOD day for miie lahs so totally dunnoe wat to do the next moment lahs haiis wen over to chris com and was using hiis com to log in to msn and FB as well lor. kind of boring lahs hmm siians!! well nth to blog abt recently feel kind of closing miius blog lor. gettin more and more lazy to upload pics and to do typing as well too. haiis!! boring~~ and ii already wanted to blog like for the past few days but ii reail seems like YOU QI WU LI to do it lahs so jus drop of that ideal lor. oni conectrating on other ppl blog playing FB and online that all ii guess. well iif ii tot of closing den will be great riite haha~~still thinking~~

hmm well around 10 plus susan came and off ii head back to miius place and was doing some stuffs before ii headed to the toilet and den have a smoke break too. after everytin done went back office and again using daivd com to do the same tin again but tis time ii was doing some bloggin as well lahs haha but jus to upload all the pics wen ii feel lik typing den ii will do iit bahs haha. headed out for lunch at kovan again lahs well damn damn siianx riite but no choiice lehs haha lols. they always wanted to go der and buy numbers so oni can FOLLOW lor haha lols. well the funny part was that miie and bell tot that susan will be sitting CH car so we both sit back but in the end susan sit GN car instead of ch wan by den we saw from behind we already in the car also cnnt change ani more liiao so jus sit behind lor. haha and he was our drive for the day lahs!! haah hmm had lunch at the market der after that belle and ii walk over to sweet talk to get our drinks again lahs. and help susan to buy her pizza bread as well lor. hmm after getting everytin liiao walk back to the market to look for the rest and den we all headed back. went over to the carpark and waited for ch to come awhile more he came tgh wiif susan and chalene and off we headed back to office. well reach office was using daivd com for awhile and headed back to place and do work around 5 plus headed to smoke and was thinking tonite not gg ani whr so asking belle wanna go vivo mahs haha to see someone lahs. well she agree wiif miie and ii was like so happi can so we decided to wait for ch bec he can send us der lor. lols well we waited for CH till around 7 plus den he send us to kovan mrt station den we train all the way dwn to habour front lor. haha den was looking for that shop he ish working lahs but din manage to find lor. so belle was saying she damn hungry liiao so we headed to eat JIANG XIANG mee. share wiif her hmm oni like eat two mouth of iit niia lols. hmm den after eating stomach dun feel good lor haha lols. den after eating liiao decided to go and look for hiim again nor. den stil we went to look for belle fren who work at zara lahs din manage to find hiim lor. WAT A DAY FOR US lols. but in the end he call belle and he was in the shop lor. so wen iin to look for hiim and bell intro miie to hiim he was lik damn SHY can hisi face almost turn super red lahs lols. den after chattin wif hiim liiao we walk over to his shop lor. and manage to find and was like finally lahs den wen iin pretend that we are jus one of the customers lor. lols but he was at the couter lahs ii dun tink he saw us lahs abt 9plus they are abt to close liiao so bell and miei went out to smoke den decided to have some coffee at starbucks lor so went to order and was siting der and chichat till around 10 plus we train back home haha !! tink bell damn long din takie train liiao lols. den reach tampines buy drinks and walk back home. haha lols reach home ish around 11 plus liiao le bath and went to use com around 1 plus 2 den headed to bed. ENDED!!!

2009-04-20T00:44:00.004+08:00

well iish back to monday again and was damn boring to miie lahs HATE MONDAY !!! and gonna be another BLUE BLUE AND MOODY day for miie lahs. wakie up liiao wen to prepare and was waiting for daivd msg lor. and ii was like stil slowly go prepare went ii noe ii gonan be late lor ii dun even feel like go work today lahs but no choice lahs dun work kana say by them again lahs!!! siians riite was draging miiuself go bath go prepare everytin and was like doing tins slowly like snail like that lahs haha lols. den was stil waiting for daivd msg lor. once he msg miie qucikly rush dwn and waited for hiim lahs wah today damn tired can due to last nite lahs sleep so late siians!!! well fetch belle liiao headed back to office and we was like totally so tired lahs feel like sleeping can!! hmmm reach office on miius com and den wen over to chris table and was tryiong hard to use the com to online but that sucky internet jus dun allow miie to online lahs WTF riite earli morning makiie miie damn piss off wiif this idiot tin lahs!!! CB!!! haiis den around 10plus susan came liiao so ii was like lan lan lahs no choiice lor got to go back to miius place and tot of that using the net more on daivd com den cai wen over to mius place and go to the toilet tgh wiif bell. AND we forever got so much tins to talk abt lor. stil wasting time to makie up den chatting and also taking pics tis and that lahs tink she ish the first colleagues that ii am so click wiif can!! and she was telling miie that she wanted to go FLY tis friday lor. so she ask miie to tag along lor. so ii promise her and go tgh lahs this ish also the first time ii go clubbing wiif miius colleagues lehs haha but this time round no LAOGONG acc liiao cos the previous time she say for the sake of miei she come but no more chance liiao le so ii was like -.-" but still ii try and ask lor ahah lols. but ii already noe the ans will be no for sure de lahS!!!bell went to her lunch so was using her com to do online and was playing FB lor. haha hmm till den iish miius lunch time too.

went to smoke and got back to office and carry on miius work lor. haiis kind of siians always doing the same tin lahs haiis so was like slacking here and der lor. and was using david com to online bec he went into malaysia liiao tink around noon time den he will be back lor. so ii use first lahs den mean time also pretending ii am working lor. doing some PR lor. ahah lols. hmmm alot of PAYMENT voucher to file but ii simply just cant be bother to do iit lahs damn tired can!!! siains well today lunch we headed over to the canteen and eat lor. was like damn siiians can. haha but no choiice lahs no one willing to go other places eat so jus go down lor wat to do riite so oni guai guai follow dem liiao le lor. wat to do iif not ii go lunch alone done funny also lahs haha lols. well today ii eat abit oni not reail feel like eating lahs haiis. after lunch get back to work and was like damn boring can!! so was standing outside talking to belle for a lil while lor. den head back in to the office cos the weather today like shit lahs damn FREAKING hot can!! ii tink iif ii stand outisde jus for lik less den 3min ii will sweat like HELL liiao le lor. doing some stuffs den went toilet tgh wiif bell today reail damn BLUESSSS for miie and bell lor totally dun feel lik doing ani work so we went to the toilet and chatting and was like haha taking those weird weird pics lahs after that slacking headed back to office and carry on online and using FB lor. and soon finish work liiao alex send miie to upper paya lebar station and ii took train back home on the way home feeling so EMO lor and feel so moody too haiis!! this feeling ish like damn damn long din appear liiao haiis jus come and ii feel so lost lor no one to talk to lor haaiis damn sad can reach home liiao worst no one at home and today skip miius dinner again was watching tv till ii tears haiis !!! again again again!! cry damn hard lahs after awhile ii am fine liiao using the com and watching tv too till around 10 plus belle jio miie go drink coffee so go tgh wifi her meet her dwn stairs and walk over to mac and chit chat but they are renovating their toilets so damn noisy can so jus head back to mius house der and slack chit chat till around 12 plus went back home online and sleep at around 1 plus 2 lor. that all for the day!!!

2009-04-19T15:02:00.013+08:00

HAPPI BIRTHDAY TO YOU MIIUS DEAREST DADDY.
MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE~~~

AND THE MOST IMPORTANT ISH PLEASE TAKIIE CARIIE OF YOURSELF!!

THE MOST IMPORTANT IS UR HEALTH!!

18 APRIL 2009 SAT

well today wakiie up quite late lahs but got up a fews times liiao le. hmmm but ii tink ii can hear everytin ah cai and ah kor de conversaiton lor. haha lols.well they went swimming lor. well ii wokie up at around 3plus and they went out liiao le. and ii on tv and was using com tll baby got up and both of us are using the com tgh at the living room tgh lor. till around dunnoe wat time brother cal and was telling miie that he had pack lunch for mie and BF so ask miie to heat up and eat before going for the dinner tonite cos tonite having dinner tgh wiif family lor.at dunnoe whr lahs they din tel miie so ii jus follow lor. LOLS.well heat up miius food and eat tgh wiif baby till around 7 plus went to bath and get ready wen ah jie and CJ came back liiao we will go off straight lor. hmm around 7 plus ah jie came back liiao awhile later we went over to 840 der and had dinner lor. well today dinner stil not bad lahs stil can eat lor. and baby think the food ish niice too haha lols. after eating we went back home tgh brother and ah cai sit daddy car back so miie and baby sit CJ car back lor.. hais how ii wish baby also got car LOLS.well reach hoome liiao preparing to cut cake lor. sing birthday songs takie pic liiao was wating the cake and using the com lor. baby was in miius room using the com around 11 plus miie and baby pack and headed to baby place cos he wanted to go back home so he ask miie to go wiif hiim so ii brg along miius LAPPY to hiis house. iif not while he watching soccer and using the com in the living room ii will be damn bored at hiis room!! watch tv also nth to watch lor. ii hate to go hiis house haiis!! but watever lahs...WELL reach hiis place liiao le. again he went to watch hiis soccer and ii headed straight in to hiis room and started using com playing facebook and was using friendster too. wah damn siians de can was stuck iin hiis room doing nth lor. haiis. damn boring lahs even the TV also got no show to watch and also ii got nobody to talk to miie.. damn boring can!!! siians lahs well around 3 plus ii headed to bed liiao le.

19 APRIL 2009 SUNDAY

hmm today wakie up around evening time and was like damn damn late cos fucking tired lahs around 430 den ii wakie up haha lols. once ii wakie up doing nth but playing com all the way lor. till around 6 plus baby got miie breadkfast/lunch/dinner for miie lor. so was like he went alone lahs cos ii was damn lazy to go tgh wiif hiim nor. boring!!! hmm so ii waited at hiis place and was using the com and watching tv till he came back once he ish back started eating in the living room after eating back to use the com and was watching scv lor. around 8 plus was telling baby ii wanted to go home after miius shows ends liiao den he was like telling miie later abit den go back ii din wan cos ii noe for sure he wanted to watch hiis soccer match so ii say nvm ii go miiusself but he wanted to send miie dwn so ii went to pack miius stuffs and waited awhile for baby to get ready and we went dwn tgh by riight ii suppose to bus back home de lahs but baby say that so late liiao dun wan miie to bus back too dangerous so ask miie to cab back home instead lor. haha (SOMETIMES HE IISH DAMN SWEET.BUT DER ARE TIMES HE ISH SO IRRITATING)!!lols.so ii board the cab and baby went back home. iin the cab suddenly felt so tired so ii took a lil nap and soon reach home. haha drop of at the dropping point and was smoking and msging wiif baby went back home. on miius com went to bath and around 12 plus feel so HUNGRY lor. wanted to ask ah cai to acc miie to eat mac but he need to go sch tml so he must sleep damn earli lahs so no choiice lahs. so was like thinking shld ii go alone or wat but ii was way too lazy to walk all the way till INTERCHANGE liiao so decided to cook MAGGIE MEE and eat haha lols. and chicken wings too YUM YUM.well ah cai was damn LAME can bec today he went over to SENTOSA and he got sunburn and he was asking muumie to help hiim to put some XUE HUA GAO lor. haha and look likes GHOST after he apply and asking miie to takie a pic of iit lor. haha lols.and was doing some chatting wiif val oh ya forgot. before ii cook maggie mee wanted to ask LAOGONG to came over to miius place and we had SUPPER tgh de but she asking miie to acc her till kenny knock and which was like 4 plus den scare she a gal come out den got wat tin happened also so CANCEL off lor. haha lols. den suddely some one msg miie and ii was surprise lahs haha bec ii saw hiis frenster on sat and saw he seems to be sad so msg iin at friendster asking hiim are ish he lahs . but he din reply so ii dun even be bother too lor.LOLS. hmmm so he msg miie and was like ii got a SHOCK lahs lols. bec ii forgot that ii even had hiis NUMBER so wat for ii go msg hiim in friendster riite. lols. ii hardly so FORGETFUL de lor. haha anw he ish not that important to miie lahs so no big deal to even RMB HIIM at all riite. LOLS. so we was msging each other and he wanted to go out for a drink and chit chat lor. so he was saying he came and fetch miie lahs so once he reach den call miie lor. hmm den ii was waiting for hiim to lahs. around 1 plus he came dwn and ii went to prepare and headed dwn to the carpark and ii dun even noe which car ish hiis so was like follow the engine lor. and he drove the car that ii wanted buy to get iit haha SSS!!(SUZUKI SWIFT SPORTS)..haha and finally ii found hiis car hmmm so we are saying go whr drink lahs and both of us SUPER NUA lor. haha cnnt be gg to BQ and drink lor. so decided to go 7/11 and buy drinks liiao came over to miius house dwn stairs and drinks lor. so he drive miie der and was like hiis car full of PIGLET can hmmm tink got 5 bahs big to small lor. dun even noe he ish a guy or a gal lols. well brg the drinks and we drink back to miius place der and seat der and talk for awhile and ii wanted to smoke so we went over to 7/11 again and he went to help miie get miius cig and he brg miie another voka lime!!! DIIAO. after that went back to the place and went up to miius house cos we are both so URGENT lor we need to pee haha lols.so he actually wanted to wait outside cos he say that he ish a guy ani wahr also can go pee de den ii was like since he ish up den jus let hiim use the toilet and went dwn again carry on talk and we was like drinking and drinking lor.den on songs and listen and he suddenly ask miie whr ii wan to go lor?? den he stil suggest that go sing at BQ lor. den ii say SIAO lor wear till like that go dwn crazy lor. den ii suggest E-HUB cos near miius house but in the end we nv go lahs haha lols. so he say bring miie go DUOFENG LOR.so before we go we went back to miius house again to use the toilet haha lols.and after that in the car he was like keep asking miie lor. den ii was lik no whr lor suggest that to go yishun damn but he say too far haha so he decided to bring miie over to SK and duofeng bec he say that ii move here no chance to go back so he bring miie go see see and look look haha after that he send miie back home cos the next day we still need to work!!! well reach home wash up and ZZZZ!!tired!

2009-04-17T03:23:00.005+08:00

TO BE COUNTINE~~~16APRIL2009.

well ii was like rushing like hell can cos laogong msg miie and telling miie that they will be going in around like 945pm nor. which the moive started at oni 955 lor. haha dunnoe so earli go in for wat lahs but ii manage to reach before the time lor. reach around 935pm and we all stand outside and smoke and jimmy was eating hiis BURGER lor headed up to lvl 4 liiao we went to the toilet den the guys go and get snack and drinks for us after that jiu headed in to the cinema liiao le. well movie of the day SINPER rated 7/10 lahs after all stil not that bad lahs.well think the show ish better guys go and watch instead of gals lor. haha lols is all abt pride that a guys have?? bec guys got pride everytin also wanna win in the end the ending so sad lahs!! so wats the point riite??siians!!well in the cinema miie and laogong COLD like hell can!! super cold lahs lols. after moive went to the toilet liiao le after done was standing outside thinking of whr to go this and that lor. and was smoking at the same time too. and that IDIOT jimmy keep on disturb miie and makie miie. IDIOT IDIOT hate eu lahs!!!not close wiif eu keep wan to makie miie go hell lehs!! HAHA LOLS. even laogong also cnnt save miie lor how sad it is lahs riite. after planning liiao we cab over to SABAI again lor. LOLS. hmm but on the way der kenny wanted to go over to DBLO and see whether today got a lot of MALAYS mahs lols. hmmm but end up still follow our previous plan lahs. reach der liiao not reail alot of ppl lor. den we open a bottle and was started to sit der talk talk lahs den takie photo listen to songs all this lor. hmmm den dunnoe wat time while kenny wanted to go to the toilet saw laogong sister fren lor. so she walk over and talk to them too. den came back nor. so laogong and miie drink and dance tgh!! after that ii also join laogong go find her frens der lahs. around dunnoe wat time laogong started to get abit high liiao ii tink was like hugging miei and crying lor. dunnoe wat happend to her and miie ii was siting der doing nth lor. keep looking at those OLD PICS that was in miius phone lahs haiis MEMORIIES~~are stil the best lahs. hmmmm well around 4 plus ii left SABAI and laogong and kenny send miie off lor. and ii cab back home ALONE!damn tired lahs. and plan not to go work liaio some more ish like 5plus by the time ii reach home!!!LOLS.

17APRIL2009 FRIDAY
WELL today iish friday and ii din not went for work reason BEING ii reach home at oni in the morning ii and dun feel like going work and once ii reach home remove makie up and dop alll those wash up and went to bed and val got like so so drunk can msg miie ii dun even noe what she ish trying to say so ii call her and she was like tml ask miie to cal her this and that so after hanging up the phone and cal baby asking hiim to come acc miie feel so lonely at that moment of time and surprisingly he did pick up miius calls nor. and he argee to cab over to miius place. so ii was lying on the bed and ii fall alsp lor. den he was trying to call miie and wakie miie up and help hiim to open the door jus for hiim lor. after that wen back to miius room and was having a good rest and baby was saying that he wanna order mac to eat lor. so ii ask hiim to order for miie too cos ii damn hungry lor. and ii nv even eat dinner ytd expect for NUGGETS that kenny had order lor. while waiting ii already fall aslp liiao le. and wen reach baby started to eat first without waiting for miie bec he was trying hiis best to wakie miie up funny lahs lols. den ii try miius best to wakiie up like after damn damn long lahs haha lols. den after eating miius burger and wen straight to bed lor. and was wakie up by calls cos miius LAPPY iish delivery to miius house and by that time was already 4.30 ii din even realise iit can and miius phone will LOW BATT and auto shut dwn wen ii was sleeping lor. den miius house telephone rings and den ii realise iit den quickly wakie up and open e door and took miius LAPPY started to set up everytin and started to use miius com le happily using iit till around 7 went to change and went opp belle house der and see doc!1 after everytin done walk over to 742 and had dinner after dinner walk back home carry on use com till around 2 plus 3 ii went to bed!!!