YOU ARE ALWAYS MISS BY ME ALTHOUGH ITS BEEN ONE MTH~~
I AM STILL WAITING FOR YOU. I KNOW YOU MIGHT NOT KNOW AND NEVER EVER GONNA GET A CHANCE TO KNOW IT TOO.
BUT AS LONG AS YOU ARE HAPPY WIF WHAT YOU ARE DOING NOW I CANT SAY OR STOP YOU FROM DOING ANI TIN. ALL I CAN SAY TO YOU WAS ALL THE BEST.
I TRIED MY BEST TO FORGET ABT YOU, BUT SIMPLY I JUS CANT. THE MORE I WANTED TO FORGET ABT IT OFR GET WAT ACTUALLY HAD HAPPENED TO YOU AND ME AND THOSE MEMORIIES THOSE PLACES WE WENT THOSE THINGS THAT WE TALK ITS JUS SIMPLY IN MY BRIAN. I DUN NOE HOW LONG CAN I KEEP. BUT AS LONG AS I CAN I WILL KEEP IT LONGER. I REALLY MISS YOU SO MUCH AND THE LAST I SAW YOU WAS LIKE WEEKS AGO AGIAN~~ EVEN U ARE ONLINE I DUN DARE TO TALK TO YOU I JUS PRETEND THAT I NV SAW YOU ONLINE. YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I HAVE SUFFER FROM ALL THIS. I HAVE BEEN WANTING TO STOP ALL THOSE THINKINGS BUT YET ITS ALAWAYS APPEAR ON MY MIND IF NOT WHEN I JUS WENT TOTALY BLANK U WILL CAME TO MINE MIND ONCE AGAIN. DO WE REALLY HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS. DO U REAIL HAVE TO TREAT ME THIS WAY. WHY CANT YOU EVEN TEL ME THAT WE ACTUALLY CAN BE BACK AS NORMAL WHY~~~~~~ HAVE YOU FALLEN FOR WENDI OR VERA?? U SEEMS CLOSE TO THEM. YES I AM JEALOUS SO WHAT ITS DOESNT CONCERN ME ANY MORE~~~ I AM SCARE THAT YOU WILL SLOWLY GONE FROM MY MIND. REALLY I HAVE HOLD ON TILL NOW AND ITS DAMN DAMN DAMN XIN KU DO YOU KNOW IT~~~HAIS. WHEN TODAY I WENT BOILERS I TOT OF THE DAYS U HOLD MY HANDS AND WE WENT OUT TO SMOKE. AND THE DAYS U DANCE WIF ME WE TOOK PICS ALL THIS HAVE GONE~~~ WHY~~~~ DO YOU HAVE TO TREAT ME THIS WAY?? WHEN I TREAT YOU SO WELL. HAIS.PLEASE TEL ME ALL THIS IS NOT REAL~~~
WHR HAVE YOU BEEN HOW ARE YOU DOING THIS FEW WEEKS. DO YU MISS ME?
DO YOU EVEN TOT OF ME FOR THAT MOMENT? JUS A SEC? DO YOU I TOT OF YOU EVERY DAY EVERY NIGHT EVERY MOMENT.
ITS NEVER BEEN SO REAL.
THE FEELING ARE SO MUCH DIFFERENT.
WHY~~~~
4:56 AM
你将会是我想要的幸福。
你和我之间的回忆将会是最美丽的。{♥}