today ish thursday liiao le hmmm days was not as good as ii expect haiis!! all iish jus lik RUBBIISH lahs haiis and all iish a messy had been quarreling wiif BB ever since he started doin tis job okiie ii understand tt he has been SO SO SO SO SO hard working and ii reail feel happi tt euu are abit lik after eu ORD liiao den started to work at ADD PLUS tt time de nii le but ii was wrong again!! haiis ii purposely not to meet euu after ii work every day oni meet euu on e weekend!! But ii tot tt euu will cal miie at least talk on e phone lik 1/2 hour or so but no!!! haiis do euu tink tt ii ask alot from euu?? ii dun need eu to giive miie ani tin ii jus wan euu to be back lik in e past can oready haiis!!! every day euu went back home euu will tel miie how tried eu are these and tt and den soon eu went to bed!!! WHYIIE NTH GO E WAY II WANTED TO BE???HAIIIS liife for miie iish e same but jus tt ii felt tt iish so so much more meaningless liiao le!!! haiis!!! work iish e same ii was so so so SUPER tired lahs haiis ii reail tinking of changing job but here de ppl seems lik pretty good lately lahs!! you yi dian bu she de lor. but iif e paid not good wat shld ii do lehs?? ii reail beri fan haiis, nth seems to be riite for miie.ii reail felt tt ii dun belong to tis world~~ ii reail hope tt these ppl around miie will love miie lik iin e past ii wish tt ii could have all e loves one beside miie II LOVE THEM ALL NTHS WILL MAKIIE MIIE STOP LOVING THEM. ALL II WANTED IIISH TT THEY WILL ALSO LOVE MIIE LIK II LOVE THEM FAMILLY,BOYFIRED,FRIENDS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~BLAHS BLAHS BLAHS BLAHS~~~~~~~~~~~~kind of sad lahs haiis. ii reail hope tt der iish a time machine so tt once ii press back to e time ii wanted den iit will stop der and nv move on!!! ii reail wanted all those tins to be back!!!II WANTED TO STOP AT E MOMENT TT ONI HAVE MIIUS OWN WORLD!!! II ONI WANTS BB TO LOVE MIIE LIK HE USE TOO IIN E PAST!! ii tot alot alot these past few weeks ii reail realise tt some time miius ATTITUDES reail SUCKS haiis!!! II STILL MISSS E SWEET LIL EUU!!
back to work wakiie up and get prepare liiao off to work and was kind of waiting for HIIM(BB) to msg miie all these cos ii have divert miius call to hiis so tt he will not cal miie!!! but ii still fail cos ii scare tt he cant wakiie up for work and will be late for work and ii cal hiim and he ans and ii din say HELLO jiu hung up e phone liiao le. reach busstop and ii turn on miius radio and started listening to 883fm nor. hmmm den soon e bus come le den board e bus liiao le den find miius sit and took out e PSP and started playing games le lor. hmmmm den BB msg miie saying these and tt but ii am stil mad tt whyiie din he msg miie or even cal last nite to say a word SORRY!!! haiis ii did reply but all iish in a hash words lahs haiis. reach office liiao started doing every tin lor. hmmmm was teaching another gal whr to takie all e PR FILE these and tt den back to miius place and do miisu won stuff lash hmmm den soon iish lunch lunch le lor. hmmm went to 1010 and eat lunch eat fish soup bee hoon again lahs hmmm den soon we went back office nor and do all miisu work again do till half way was packing all those files behind e office der!! pack nicly and ii was so shag by tt time but still ii have to complete miius tins luckly iish tt stil got ppl helping miie iif not miie alone how to complete riite haha lols. hmmm den wen to find those INV for actxus as for tml iish end mth liiao le need to prepare liiao and let GN AND ALFRED to sign nor. so hurry up and finish every tin lahs den pass all to chalene le lor. hmmm and once ii complet ii find so tired nor and e tiime iish lik 630 plus liiao oh ya UNCLE LIM got class today and he did not giive miie a ride back home so was lik finish everyTIN BB cal but iish shown as miss call ii din hear miisu phone ringing jus now tink too busy le lor. hmm den msg hiim and ask hiim wat he wan lahs?? den he reply asking miei to go hiis place as for he wan to bring miie go clubing wiif hiis frens and colleagues lor. but ii was kind of shag lahs den ii left office liiao le walk all e way till busstop and waited for bus and BB ish stil not yet finish works so ii went back home and takie miius tins to hiis place lahs hmmm waited for e bus and damn so late le e bus stil pack wiif full of ppl lor. hmmm so ii miiss one of e bus again and ii seat der and waited for another bus. iish lik finally den come nor. hmmm play psp on e way back home lahs den reach home liiao got a feeling dunn wanna go lor. ahha hmmm play PSP till abt 9 plus den online see friendster and blog too. den BB saying tt he not gg le lor. and gg home soon he reaches home iish lik abt 11 plus liiao le finish bloggin let cai to use and ii am off to bath and do these and tt for tml work and finish packing liiao chatted wiif HIIM not den 5 min and ii am off to bed!!! TATA!!
miius tears has been falling every now and den!!!!ii reail hope tt we can be lik we use to be!!! ii reail dunn wan to leave euu. ii want to be wiif eu and stay by ur side and spent miius life tiime wifi euu!! BB ii stil love euu after all!! ii need ur love , ur care, ur hugs, ur kissess...... BB pls pls pls could euu jus LOVE miie more and more!!! II COULD NOT AFFORD TO LOSE EUU!!!:(
NG WUII LUUN AFTERALL II STILL LOVE EUU AS MUCH AS BEFORE.
II MISS THOSE HAPPY MOMENT TT WE HAD IIT TGH DURING E PASS WEN
EUU WILL STILL IN UR AMRY LIFE!!!
II REAIL HOPE TT EUU CAN CHANGE.
II MISS EUU BADLY WE HAD NOT BEEN MEETING LIK FOR 4 DAYS LE!!!
II WANTED EUU TO HUG MIIE TO SLEEP,
II WANTED EUU TO KISS MIIE GOOD NIITE.
II WANTED EUU TO LOVE MIIE DEEP DEEP!!
PS: BOI, WILL EUU LOVE MIIE?
PLS PLS PLS DUN TAKIIE MIIUS LOVES AWAY!!!!
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